Tuesday, August 31, 2004
hmm..
hey =)
I actually got 16.8/ 20 for my pract test... for ophthalmic Optics ..
And i was the highest LOL =X i feel kinda glad i think i worried too much yesterday till it affected my studying lol.. in the end when i do today's test i made a lot of mistakes lol i should not have worry man =S
BUt anyway i think it's time to diet again haiz.. been eating a lot lately lor cos my parents have been praying mah seventh month so many ang ku kueh and goodies leh =
If only i dun have to eat lol i still think anorexic pple are amazing... How can they resist food =
I wish i had a slimmer body =(
hey =)
I actually got 16.8/ 20 for my pract test... for ophthalmic Optics ..
And i was the highest LOL =X i feel kinda glad i think i worried too much yesterday till it affected my studying lol.. in the end when i do today's test i made a lot of mistakes lol i should not have worry man =S
BUt anyway i think it's time to diet again haiz.. been eating a lot lately lor cos my parents have been praying mah seventh month so many ang ku kueh and goodies leh =
If only i dun have to eat lol i still think anorexic pple are amazing... How can they resist food =
I wish i had a slimmer body =(
8:42 PM
Have you ever noticed,
That I’m not acting as I used to do before?
Have you ever wondered,
Why I always keep on coming back for more?
What have you done to me,
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
Not that I’m complaining,
A more beautiful vision - I have never seen
If you don’t mind me saying,
A life of ambition to fulfill my dream
What have you done to me,
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
You really are my ecstasy,
(There can be no other
While we still have each other)
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
You really are my ecstasy,
(There can be no other
While we still have each other)
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
You really are my ecstasy,
(There can be no other
While we still have each other)
My real life fantasy, oh yeah..
You really are my ecstasy...
That I’m not acting as I used to do before?
Have you ever wondered,
Why I always keep on coming back for more?
What have you done to me,
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
Not that I’m complaining,
A more beautiful vision - I have never seen
If you don’t mind me saying,
A life of ambition to fulfill my dream
What have you done to me,
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
You really are my ecstasy,
(There can be no other
While we still have each other)
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
You really are my ecstasy,
(There can be no other
While we still have each other)
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
You really are my ecstasy,
(There can be no other
While we still have each other)
My real life fantasy, oh yeah..
You really are my ecstasy...
6:43 AM
Monday, August 30, 2004
hmmm..... Okie that's it i am sad yah really sad... i know i did badly in my lab test le i want to do well for this module one okie.. haiz Ophthalmic Optics.. but the sucky pract test is like 20% lor... What can i do now right i was not all panicky until last minute the model size things of the frame make me panic and made me altered some ans which were supposedly correct.. see la i know i just leave it haiz.............
feeling kinda low now... i wish i can hug you....
trying to find an excuse to indulge in unhealthy food ya? No need to search any further i found some intriguing news... hmm talking about funny news... I was listening to 98.7 fm this morning and apparently in some other country there is this lady that has a hand that is not being recognise by her brain and the hand functions on its own... dun you think it sounds creepy but it's the truth and it actually does things of its own accord... i think it is due to some neurological disorder and very rare but happens most probably after suffering from stroke or something.... The lady had her left hand throwing items and she was like pissed with her own hand .. =\ i told u we lived in acrazy world... there's no need to be so sane at times....
Hmm yah and here's the news about sinful food actually being good for us....
Chocolate protects against heart disease and cancer
This is because it contains high levels of catechins, a nutrient known to have a protective effect against Britain's two biggest killers
Scientists at Holland's National Institute of Public Health discovered these unexpected nutritional benefits when they measured levels of catechins in various foods. Their findings, published in the Lancet in August 1999, put chocolate at the top of the list ahead of tea, previously considered the main source of catechins in the Western diet. But take this form of catechins sparingly - chocolate is still a high fat treat.
Chips fend off cancer
Well, not if they're fried in lard, but as long as they're fried in vegetable oil, they're surprisingly good for you. Vegetable oil, it turns out, is one of the best sources ways to protect against heart disease and stroke as well as playing a role in fending off cancer, asthma, arthritis, depression and Alzheimer's disease. What's more, if you eat these fatty acids during pregnancy it will help your baby's brain and eyes develop properly.
The explanation behind this is that vegetable oil contains long chain n-3 fatty acids - a nutrient difficult to obtain in a normal chip-free Western diet
So if you're not one for oily fish - the other good source of long chain n-3 fatty acids -put chips on your weekly menu, says the British Nutrition Foundation. Ideally, the BNF says, chips should be cooked in walnut, rapeseed or soya oil. But any blended vegetable oil will make a contribution.
Sugar won't rot your teeth or make you fat
OK, so sugar won't actually improve your health but there's increasing evidence that it won't do you any harm either. Studies show:
Sugar doesn't make you fat or trick you into over-eating, as some experts claim. And cutting back on sugary foods can encourage you to eat more fat.
Sugar isn't the main cause of bad teeth. Sticky honey and raisins which cling to the teeth actually have more time to do damage. And how often you consume sweet foods or drinks is more important than the total amount of sugar you eat. Clean your teeth regularly rather than cut out sugar if you want a healthy smile.
It doesn't cause diabetes and small amounts can be included in a diabetic diet.
Nor is it any less natural than honey or brown sugar - all three are, nutritionally, exactly the same.
Eggs reduce the risk of heart disease
Eggs contain high quality protein. Just two of them boiled, provide more than a quarter of a day's protein for women. What's more, half the fat in eggs is mono-unsaturated - similar to olive oil - which reduces the risk of heart disease and strokes because it doesn't clog up the arteries like saturated fats do, so this counters any cholesterol-raising effect. The World Health Organisation likes eggs so much it recommends consumption of up to 10 a week - unless you've got high cholesterol, that is.
Eggs are also a rich source of zinc, vitamins A, D, E and B and especially B12, a vitamin which is frequently lacking in vegetarian diets.
There is no link between salt and high blood pressure
Salt doesn't necessarily raise your blood pressure, scientists now say, in one of the biggest ever nutritional turnarounds. Having re-analysed three decades of research into its health effects, researchers say they've found little or no association between salt and high blood pressure.
But nutritionists are still cautious about giving salt the all clear. Too much salt is still not a good idea, they say, and we Brits consume an average of 9g a day, compared with the recommended limit of 6g. And the fact remains that people in developing countries, where the diet is low in salt, don't develop high blood pressure as they age. Plus babies fed on higher salt diets grow up to have higher blood pressure than those who've been weaned on low salt foods.
If you want to curb your salt intake, the easiest way is to cut out processed foods - these contain far higher levels than fresh food. But adding a couple of pinches here and a shake or two there will make little difference to your overall consumption - while greatly improving the taste of your food.
Ketchup is a great antioxidant
Tomato ketchup may never have been banned by the health police, but it's always been viewed as an oily, sugary alternative to the real thing. However, research now shows that ketchup and tinned tomatoes are actually better sources of the valuable antioxidant, lycopene, than raw tomatoes! Lycopene protects against many kinds of cancer, including prostate cancer.
Haiz....take me away.....
feeling kinda low now... i wish i can hug you....
trying to find an excuse to indulge in unhealthy food ya? No need to search any further i found some intriguing news... hmm talking about funny news... I was listening to 98.7 fm this morning and apparently in some other country there is this lady that has a hand that is not being recognise by her brain and the hand functions on its own... dun you think it sounds creepy but it's the truth and it actually does things of its own accord... i think it is due to some neurological disorder and very rare but happens most probably after suffering from stroke or something.... The lady had her left hand throwing items and she was like pissed with her own hand .. =\ i told u we lived in acrazy world... there's no need to be so sane at times....
Hmm yah and here's the news about sinful food actually being good for us....
Chocolate protects against heart disease and cancer
This is because it contains high levels of catechins, a nutrient known to have a protective effect against Britain's two biggest killers
Scientists at Holland's National Institute of Public Health discovered these unexpected nutritional benefits when they measured levels of catechins in various foods. Their findings, published in the Lancet in August 1999, put chocolate at the top of the list ahead of tea, previously considered the main source of catechins in the Western diet. But take this form of catechins sparingly - chocolate is still a high fat treat.
Chips fend off cancer
Well, not if they're fried in lard, but as long as they're fried in vegetable oil, they're surprisingly good for you. Vegetable oil, it turns out, is one of the best sources ways to protect against heart disease and stroke as well as playing a role in fending off cancer, asthma, arthritis, depression and Alzheimer's disease. What's more, if you eat these fatty acids during pregnancy it will help your baby's brain and eyes develop properly.
The explanation behind this is that vegetable oil contains long chain n-3 fatty acids - a nutrient difficult to obtain in a normal chip-free Western diet
So if you're not one for oily fish - the other good source of long chain n-3 fatty acids -put chips on your weekly menu, says the British Nutrition Foundation. Ideally, the BNF says, chips should be cooked in walnut, rapeseed or soya oil. But any blended vegetable oil will make a contribution.
Sugar won't rot your teeth or make you fat
OK, so sugar won't actually improve your health but there's increasing evidence that it won't do you any harm either. Studies show:
Sugar doesn't make you fat or trick you into over-eating, as some experts claim. And cutting back on sugary foods can encourage you to eat more fat.
Sugar isn't the main cause of bad teeth. Sticky honey and raisins which cling to the teeth actually have more time to do damage. And how often you consume sweet foods or drinks is more important than the total amount of sugar you eat. Clean your teeth regularly rather than cut out sugar if you want a healthy smile.
It doesn't cause diabetes and small amounts can be included in a diabetic diet.
Nor is it any less natural than honey or brown sugar - all three are, nutritionally, exactly the same.
Eggs reduce the risk of heart disease
Eggs contain high quality protein. Just two of them boiled, provide more than a quarter of a day's protein for women. What's more, half the fat in eggs is mono-unsaturated - similar to olive oil - which reduces the risk of heart disease and strokes because it doesn't clog up the arteries like saturated fats do, so this counters any cholesterol-raising effect. The World Health Organisation likes eggs so much it recommends consumption of up to 10 a week - unless you've got high cholesterol, that is.
Eggs are also a rich source of zinc, vitamins A, D, E and B and especially B12, a vitamin which is frequently lacking in vegetarian diets.
There is no link between salt and high blood pressure
Salt doesn't necessarily raise your blood pressure, scientists now say, in one of the biggest ever nutritional turnarounds. Having re-analysed three decades of research into its health effects, researchers say they've found little or no association between salt and high blood pressure.
But nutritionists are still cautious about giving salt the all clear. Too much salt is still not a good idea, they say, and we Brits consume an average of 9g a day, compared with the recommended limit of 6g. And the fact remains that people in developing countries, where the diet is low in salt, don't develop high blood pressure as they age. Plus babies fed on higher salt diets grow up to have higher blood pressure than those who've been weaned on low salt foods.
If you want to curb your salt intake, the easiest way is to cut out processed foods - these contain far higher levels than fresh food. But adding a couple of pinches here and a shake or two there will make little difference to your overall consumption - while greatly improving the taste of your food.
Ketchup is a great antioxidant
Tomato ketchup may never have been banned by the health police, but it's always been viewed as an oily, sugary alternative to the real thing. However, research now shows that ketchup and tinned tomatoes are actually better sources of the valuable antioxidant, lycopene, than raw tomatoes! Lycopene protects against many kinds of cancer, including prostate cancer.
Haiz....take me away.....
3:53 PM
Saturday, August 28, 2004
Eh Eh... felt very happy today ^^
hee hee i went to jog lor with the 91.3 fm music blasting off.. =P so cool the songs... i have yet to download one of the nice songs.. funny day =) i tell u trance and techno songs can really make u euphoric especially when u running with the music beat... it's better than drugs man =X... u know right when u exercise endorphins are released and these hormones make u feel high~!!
And moreover today's weather is really cool... i love night jogs man they make me feel so refreshed~ and you know i am just chilling out now ^^ listening to my collection of vocal tranCe and techno !!~ hee hee Actually the person who made me interested i techno songs was lol... that Boxfresh Guy =P dunno where he die to liao these days... and John made me love Trance Music LOl thanks to them!!
But i am also a lover for eng pop songs rnB and other nice kinky music LOL =P YEAH~~ lol i think i am feeling way too energetic tonight...
Hmm.. maybe.. Life's like this ~~!!
I wAnA bE yR star tOnight... dAnce with me uNtiLL tHe mOrning liGht...
hee hee i went to jog lor with the 91.3 fm music blasting off.. =P so cool the songs... i have yet to download one of the nice songs.. funny day =) i tell u trance and techno songs can really make u euphoric especially when u running with the music beat... it's better than drugs man =X... u know right when u exercise endorphins are released and these hormones make u feel high~!!
And moreover today's weather is really cool... i love night jogs man they make me feel so refreshed~ and you know i am just chilling out now ^^ listening to my collection of vocal tranCe and techno !!~ hee hee Actually the person who made me interested i techno songs was lol... that Boxfresh Guy =P dunno where he die to liao these days... and John made me love Trance Music LOl thanks to them!!
But i am also a lover for eng pop songs rnB and other nice kinky music LOL =P YEAH~~ lol i think i am feeling way too energetic tonight...
Hmm.. maybe.. Life's like this ~~!!
I wAnA bE yR star tOnight... dAnce with me uNtiLL tHe mOrning liGht...
11:12 PM
Friday, August 27, 2004
这场雨不知从何开始
真实 是你近我的清醒
像是兴奋剂
麻醉了自已
见你我措手不及
我试着问过我自已
无解深深着迷 迷失自已
越想接近你
越怕没有你
有没有好运降临
给我 信仰爱情的勇气
我的世界只有你
甜蜜确定
不放弃就让我可以深情
闭上眼精
深深呼吸
遇见你我是如此幸运
给我一个机会拥抱你
一生一秒也不要
忽远忽近
看不清
给我允许守候你
从今天起
信仰爱情
有意义
因为你
我相信....因为有你
真实 是你近我的清醒
像是兴奋剂
麻醉了自已
见你我措手不及
我试着问过我自已
无解深深着迷 迷失自已
越想接近你
越怕没有你
有没有好运降临
给我 信仰爱情的勇气
我的世界只有你
甜蜜确定
不放弃就让我可以深情
闭上眼精
深深呼吸
遇见你我是如此幸运
给我一个机会拥抱你
一生一秒也不要
忽远忽近
看不清
给我允许守候你
从今天起
信仰爱情
有意义
因为你
我相信....因为有你
4:27 AM
没想过 我还能握着你的手
还能和你一起走 一起走 你曾说过 就算走到路的尽头
你还是坚持陪我 陪着我 去找一个开始
就这样也找到了最后 不放手和你到最后
不管别人怎么看我 我只相信爱没错
不要对我怀疑太多 或去猜测我们的以后
不怕再多冷眼看我 我只相信爱没错 不问结果是什么
永远不算什么 永远不算什么
只要是曾经爱过
还能和你一起走 一起走 你曾说过 就算走到路的尽头
你还是坚持陪我 陪着我 去找一个开始
就这样也找到了最后 不放手和你到最后
不管别人怎么看我 我只相信爱没错
不要对我怀疑太多 或去猜测我们的以后
不怕再多冷眼看我 我只相信爱没错 不问结果是什么
永远不算什么 永远不算什么
只要是曾经爱过
4:12 AM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Year 2004 Romance
Provided by Astrology.com
Sagittarius
Your two speeds are charging ahead and totally immobile. Try to find a balance; the first three weeks will go easier with your loved ones if you manage a steady pace. After the 21st, and continuing straight through Valentine's Day, your high energy pays off. Singles may not meet their dream date but will have an awful lot of fun anyway. If you have a partner, go out of your way to be generous and loving. You know you're needed, so spring into action and supply all the support they ask for. In early March, look for them to return the favor.
Smell all the roses (or tulips) you can through April -- you may finally learn that fun and responsibility aren't mutually exclusive. If spring finds you looking for love, steer yourself toward kind people who are free of heavy entanglements, or you may be caught up in an unhappy situation in early May. Family obligations bring more than their usual joys and annoyances between May 18th and June 22nd. Try to love the one you're with -- and refrain from complaining about the one you're without.
The first week in July may find you the focus of someone else's high expectations. If this is a new relationship, don't struggle to hold things together only because you don't see any other prospects; by July 23rd, you're beating them off with a stick. Lasting couples may have an odd bout with jealousy as summer heats up, but you'll cool down long before the weather does. August should be plenty of pleasure and excitement. Try to hide away for at least a long weekend and enjoy nothing except each other's company.
By the third week of September, your sense of humor collects admirers and renews old friendships; your lover falls for your charms all over again. At the end of October, singles may hear from an old flame hoping to get things started in a new direction. Don't leap to a decision -- in fact, your heart may be an unknown quantity until November 11th, when you'll force yourself to choose. Whatever you decide, the end of the month brings peace and goodwill to all, which continues straight up through the end of the year.
Provided by Astrology.com
Sagittarius
Your two speeds are charging ahead and totally immobile. Try to find a balance; the first three weeks will go easier with your loved ones if you manage a steady pace. After the 21st, and continuing straight through Valentine's Day, your high energy pays off. Singles may not meet their dream date but will have an awful lot of fun anyway. If you have a partner, go out of your way to be generous and loving. You know you're needed, so spring into action and supply all the support they ask for. In early March, look for them to return the favor.
Smell all the roses (or tulips) you can through April -- you may finally learn that fun and responsibility aren't mutually exclusive. If spring finds you looking for love, steer yourself toward kind people who are free of heavy entanglements, or you may be caught up in an unhappy situation in early May. Family obligations bring more than their usual joys and annoyances between May 18th and June 22nd. Try to love the one you're with -- and refrain from complaining about the one you're without.
The first week in July may find you the focus of someone else's high expectations. If this is a new relationship, don't struggle to hold things together only because you don't see any other prospects; by July 23rd, you're beating them off with a stick. Lasting couples may have an odd bout with jealousy as summer heats up, but you'll cool down long before the weather does. August should be plenty of pleasure and excitement. Try to hide away for at least a long weekend and enjoy nothing except each other's company.
By the third week of September, your sense of humor collects admirers and renews old friendships; your lover falls for your charms all over again. At the end of October, singles may hear from an old flame hoping to get things started in a new direction. Don't leap to a decision -- in fact, your heart may be an unknown quantity until November 11th, when you'll force yourself to choose. Whatever you decide, the end of the month brings peace and goodwill to all, which continues straight up through the end of the year.
9:32 PM
Romantic Compatibility
Provided by Astrology.com
Sagittarius & Gemini
When Gemini and Sagittarius come together in a love affair, it can be a truly spectacular match! These two are extremely compatible; any rough spots they encounter during the course of the relationship are sure to be smoothed over with a minimum of effort. Gemini is quite able to provide pioneering, adventurous Sagittarius with the independence Sagittarius requires in a close relationship, because Gemini shares that same need. While Sagittarius needs physical independence, Gemini needs mental freedom, but the need is the same at base. These two both love new experiences, people and sensations, and are sure to have great adventures together. Both have attention spans that love to move quickly from one thing to the next in order to absorb as much experience as possible.
Gemini and Sagittarius are great friends, besides being well-matched lovers. They share a deep understanding and a very similar life view, based on a general, refreshing optimism and enthusiasm. Sagittarius can sometimes be a bit too blunt, saying things without thinking beforehand about whether they'll hurt someone or not, but Gemini is a hardy sort and, like Sagittarius, can forgive and forget quickly. These two don't have time or the interest required to hold a grudge.
Gemini is ruled by Mercury (Communication) and Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter (Luck). Mercury lends Gemini their chatty, intellectual demeanor; Jupiter is about both luck and philosophy, and lends Sagittarius their constant questing for knowledge and truth. This is a great match -- Gemini comes up with a new idea and Sagittarius jumps right on, ready to explore it to its limits.
Gemini is an Air Sign and Sagittarius is a Fire Sign. This is quite the active relationship! Air spreads Fire far and wide, helping it increase in power. Gemini and Sagittarius together have just this effect on one another. Theirs is a very fiery, passionate connection; there's always something going on. Sometimes what's going on escalates into a real argument and actually hurt feelings; these Signs are opposite one another in the Zodiac, which means they have quite a deep and complex connection. In other words, when it's good it's very, very good, but when it's bad it can be terrible. These two may fight most about who's in charge; they both have competitive streaks that can flare up at inopportune moments. The good thing is, although they may disagree often, their differences of opinion don't last long -- Gemini is too busy moving on to the next challenge to hold a grudge, and Sagittarius can forgive anything but a lack of respect from their Gemini lover.
Gemini and Sagittarius are both Mutable Signs and are thus extremely compatible. They're both flexible in the extreme, quite willing and able to adapt to change. This is a good thing; when Gemini changes their mind mid-thought, Sagittarius has no problem taking a 180-degree turn and keeping right up with their high-flying partner. When Sagittarius suddenly gets the travel bug, Gemini is very amiable about hopping in the car and going right along.
What's the best aspect of the Gemini-Sagittarius relationship? Their mutual interest in cultivating knowledge, utilizing intellect and turning it into action. They are well-matched in their enthusiasm, energy and drive. Common interests and similar personalities make them a compatible couple.
WAH!!~~ =D WU YIA BO? LOLOLOLOL
Provided by Astrology.com
Sagittarius & Gemini
When Gemini and Sagittarius come together in a love affair, it can be a truly spectacular match! These two are extremely compatible; any rough spots they encounter during the course of the relationship are sure to be smoothed over with a minimum of effort. Gemini is quite able to provide pioneering, adventurous Sagittarius with the independence Sagittarius requires in a close relationship, because Gemini shares that same need. While Sagittarius needs physical independence, Gemini needs mental freedom, but the need is the same at base. These two both love new experiences, people and sensations, and are sure to have great adventures together. Both have attention spans that love to move quickly from one thing to the next in order to absorb as much experience as possible.
Gemini and Sagittarius are great friends, besides being well-matched lovers. They share a deep understanding and a very similar life view, based on a general, refreshing optimism and enthusiasm. Sagittarius can sometimes be a bit too blunt, saying things without thinking beforehand about whether they'll hurt someone or not, but Gemini is a hardy sort and, like Sagittarius, can forgive and forget quickly. These two don't have time or the interest required to hold a grudge.
Gemini is ruled by Mercury (Communication) and Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter (Luck). Mercury lends Gemini their chatty, intellectual demeanor; Jupiter is about both luck and philosophy, and lends Sagittarius their constant questing for knowledge and truth. This is a great match -- Gemini comes up with a new idea and Sagittarius jumps right on, ready to explore it to its limits.
Gemini is an Air Sign and Sagittarius is a Fire Sign. This is quite the active relationship! Air spreads Fire far and wide, helping it increase in power. Gemini and Sagittarius together have just this effect on one another. Theirs is a very fiery, passionate connection; there's always something going on. Sometimes what's going on escalates into a real argument and actually hurt feelings; these Signs are opposite one another in the Zodiac, which means they have quite a deep and complex connection. In other words, when it's good it's very, very good, but when it's bad it can be terrible. These two may fight most about who's in charge; they both have competitive streaks that can flare up at inopportune moments. The good thing is, although they may disagree often, their differences of opinion don't last long -- Gemini is too busy moving on to the next challenge to hold a grudge, and Sagittarius can forgive anything but a lack of respect from their Gemini lover.
Gemini and Sagittarius are both Mutable Signs and are thus extremely compatible. They're both flexible in the extreme, quite willing and able to adapt to change. This is a good thing; when Gemini changes their mind mid-thought, Sagittarius has no problem taking a 180-degree turn and keeping right up with their high-flying partner. When Sagittarius suddenly gets the travel bug, Gemini is very amiable about hopping in the car and going right along.
What's the best aspect of the Gemini-Sagittarius relationship? Their mutual interest in cultivating knowledge, utilizing intellect and turning it into action. They are well-matched in their enthusiasm, energy and drive. Common interests and similar personalities make them a compatible couple.
WAH!!~~ =D WU YIA BO? LOLOLOLOL
9:00 PM
wahahaha i am so happy i had such a healthy meal today =X
cabbage soup =P and some chicken... finally something other than cookies =X
cabbage soup =P and some chicken... finally something other than cookies =X
6:47 PM
When a gurL. . .
When a girl is quiet,
Millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "i'm fine" ... after a few seconds,
She's not fine at all.
When a girl stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a girl lies on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl call you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a girl wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a girl sms-es u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.
When a girl says I love you,
She means it.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.
haahaa i 'kOp' this from my nu ren's blog =P
When a girl is quiet,
Millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "i'm fine" ... after a few seconds,
She's not fine at all.
When a girl stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a girl lies on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl call you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a girl wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a girl sms-es u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.
When a girl says I love you,
She means it.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.
haahaa i 'kOp' this from my nu ren's blog =P
5:10 PM
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
A little late for all the things you didn't say
I'm not sad for you
But I'm sad for all the time I had to waste
'Cause I learned the truth
Your heart is in a place I no longer wanna be
I knew there'd come a day I'd set you free, cause
I'm sick and tired
Of always being sick and tired
Your love isn't fair
You live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating, I'm floating on air
I am on air
No warning of such a sad song of broken hearts
My dreams of fairytales and fantasies
Were torn apart
I lost my piece of mind somewhere along the way
I knew there'd come a time you'd hear me say
I'm sick and tired
Of always being sick and tired
Your love isn't fair
You live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating, I'm floating on air
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love..
Your love isn't fair
I said you live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating, I'm floating on air
Air, oh, I'm on air
Your love isn't fair
You live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating, I'm floating on air
I'm floating
I'm floating
I'm floating on air
Anastacia - Sick and Tired
I thought this song was way cool.. go hear it there's like a very unique background =P
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
A little late for all the things you didn't say
I'm not sad for you
But I'm sad for all the time I had to waste
'Cause I learned the truth
Your heart is in a place I no longer wanna be
I knew there'd come a day I'd set you free, cause
I'm sick and tired
Of always being sick and tired
Your love isn't fair
You live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating, I'm floating on air
I am on air
No warning of such a sad song of broken hearts
My dreams of fairytales and fantasies
Were torn apart
I lost my piece of mind somewhere along the way
I knew there'd come a time you'd hear me say
I'm sick and tired
Of always being sick and tired
Your love isn't fair
You live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating, I'm floating on air
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love..
Your love isn't fair
I said you live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating, I'm floating on air
Air, oh, I'm on air
Your love isn't fair
You live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating, I'm floating on air
I'm floating
I'm floating
I'm floating on air
Anastacia - Sick and Tired
I thought this song was way cool.. go hear it there's like a very unique background =P
4:49 PM
You are Tweety!
You are cute, and everyone loves you.
You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing. You never hurt feelings and seldom have your own feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You are witty, and calm most of the time. Just keep clear of backstabbers, and you are worry free.
Wana see which CartOon CharactEr yOu are?
4:00 PM
hmmm....
I say wanted to quit then i ate even more..
something really is wrong? =S i ate pocky... some chocolate stuff Shi Ling bought for me and haiz a bunch of cookies again...
I dunno what i am trying to achieve but this is really the last time i swear to myself i am torturing my stomach with so many food... sure fat le la eat so much and sleep sleep sleep -_-
Hong Hong... lol when u free hear me crap on net okie... i think i going mad liao =|
I say wanted to quit then i ate even more..
something really is wrong? =S i ate pocky... some chocolate stuff Shi Ling bought for me and haiz a bunch of cookies again...
I dunno what i am trying to achieve but this is really the last time i swear to myself i am torturing my stomach with so many food... sure fat le la eat so much and sleep sleep sleep -_-
Hong Hong... lol when u free hear me crap on net okie... i think i going mad liao =|
1:58 AM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Seriously i have some eating problem... and i think it's draining my life bleah...
Bleah to cut things short.. i really need to quit eating sweets... i had like dunno how many rolls of sweets ytd and cookies haha i think i consumed like 800 calories of cookies at one go. and i even ate two ang ku kueh... i wasnt feeling hungry yet i just ate and i dun feel "full".. i guess my soul is still hungry.... hungry for?i dunno i guess i am a ger that needs a lot of attention?
>.< dun ask me cos i really cannot figure it out. =S Anyway yah i am not joking i need to cut down on sugar sweets and tea before they take my life away. and you think this is a joke? nope i am not going to eat pocky this afternoon shall have some proper food that is healthy and not fattening. i wish i dun have to eat at times.
The suffering soul
Bleah to cut things short.. i really need to quit eating sweets... i had like dunno how many rolls of sweets ytd and cookies haha i think i consumed like 800 calories of cookies at one go. and i even ate two ang ku kueh... i wasnt feeling hungry yet i just ate and i dun feel "full".. i guess my soul is still hungry.... hungry for?i dunno i guess i am a ger that needs a lot of attention?
>.< dun ask me cos i really cannot figure it out. =S Anyway yah i am not joking i need to cut down on sugar sweets and tea before they take my life away. and you think this is a joke? nope i am not going to eat pocky this afternoon shall have some proper food that is healthy and not fattening. i wish i dun have to eat at times.
The suffering soul
7:27 AM
Monday, August 23, 2004
LOL here is one yan dao i cannot resist looking at whaahahahaha
12:59 AM
hmm Okie i admit i am getting freaky i am looking at stars photo in attempt to motivate me to be slim =X yah yah i dun wana eat at all i wish but i am dinosaur i eat always zzzz.. had ang ku kueh wor how to thin like that...
The ger from GiLmore Gers =P
i always liked her =)
yah and this is the pretty ger from the movie Enchanted Ella =P
and Ashley Olsen =P she's kinda pretty too =D
and and the OC CHIO BU =D
wahahah so many chio bu =X
The ger from GiLmore Gers =P
i always liked her =)
yah and this is the pretty ger from the movie Enchanted Ella =P
and Ashley Olsen =P she's kinda pretty too =D
and and the OC CHIO BU =D
wahahah so many chio bu =X
12:41 AM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
hee... The weekend i did not do much but it was fun =P haa haa it didn't start out that well at first maybe i was being over emotional? =( but i guess i really did not see him long le mah.... so naturally my temper a bit weird lor...
Anyway we met up with Jack and Cherie at Burger King =P Cherie is so cute... her laughter was infectious =P and Jack his arm is power!! LOL but quite nice leh ... dunno how pain it is man...
Hmm.. they saw rot while we ate fries and we went to Coffee Bean to nua even more later LOL =P... the ultimate LOl i ordered the Ultimate bleah the ultimate way to fatness i dunno i consumed how many calories in that drink alone so creamy! LOL zzzz
and yah i ordered a drink the bottle looks nice lah that's why i ordered it and his tummy not feeling well mah... but i thought i should get him a drink ... didn't know it was that carbonated... =S
Esprit =P
Looks cool hor =P looks even nicer when it is filled with the raspberry juice =D
I enjoyed my nice and nua weekend LOL =D
Anyway we met up with Jack and Cherie at Burger King =P Cherie is so cute... her laughter was infectious =P and Jack his arm is power!! LOL but quite nice leh ... dunno how pain it is man...
Hmm.. they saw rot while we ate fries and we went to Coffee Bean to nua even more later LOL =P... the ultimate LOl i ordered the Ultimate bleah the ultimate way to fatness i dunno i consumed how many calories in that drink alone so creamy! LOL zzzz
and yah i ordered a drink the bottle looks nice lah that's why i ordered it and his tummy not feeling well mah... but i thought i should get him a drink ... didn't know it was that carbonated... =S
Esprit =P
Looks cool hor =P looks even nicer when it is filled with the raspberry juice =D
I enjoyed my nice and nua weekend LOL =D
6:16 PM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
yah...
I was feeling troubled that's why i ate so much food these days...
100% confirm liao...
bleah i wish i was just a kid again.....
Ever heard of the ten things i hate abt you?
yup it's that movie ...
I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate the way you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
The movie released in 1999
yah the ger was reading and reading and she burst out crying in the end... kinda sad movie but it was one movie that stayed in my head for a long time.....
I was feeling troubled that's why i ate so much food these days...
100% confirm liao...
bleah i wish i was just a kid again.....
Ever heard of the ten things i hate abt you?
yup it's that movie ...
I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate the way you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
The movie released in 1999
yah the ger was reading and reading and she burst out crying in the end... kinda sad movie but it was one movie that stayed in my head for a long time.....
4:45 PM
wow... i fell asleep ytd really early... i guess i am more tired these days seem to be sleeping more than usual....
i tried rope skipping just... wah i think lOL i am getting old... i actually feel tired from skipping like 100 times in three sets.. dot dot dot... legs suan suan one....
Sometimes i think lol the things i say very zhun lor.... you know ytd i was going home with my friends and along the staircase i said... "eh i scared my ka neng wait walk till fall sia... " and you know what happen the very next second? Gwen fell!! alamak... LOL reminds me of the time i told Jovina ," hey i have a feeling u going tto some position leh.." wehn we were all in class and they were voting to see who was going to be our new class rep..treasurer.. And really lor Jovina tio class rep.. LOL.. the feeling was really strong Sixth sense sia =P... and i tio assistant class rep -.-""" dot dot dot..
i tried rope skipping just... wah i think lOL i am getting old... i actually feel tired from skipping like 100 times in three sets.. dot dot dot... legs suan suan one....
Sometimes i think lol the things i say very zhun lor.... you know ytd i was going home with my friends and along the staircase i said... "eh i scared my ka neng wait walk till fall sia... " and you know what happen the very next second? Gwen fell!! alamak... LOL reminds me of the time i told Jovina ," hey i have a feeling u going tto some position leh.." wehn we were all in class and they were voting to see who was going to be our new class rep..treasurer.. And really lor Jovina tio class rep.. LOL.. the feeling was really strong Sixth sense sia =P... and i tio assistant class rep -.-""" dot dot dot..
8:32 AM
Friday, August 20, 2004
hmm...
Whatever that is inside of me...
I cannot seem to feel....
I cannot seem to cry....
The feeling of lost.....
Or is it just me......
Overidden by weird disillusion thoughts....
That no longer seem to make sense.......
I thought everything was just the past....
But i guess i still hold on to it....
What am i really sad about.....
I cannot really say......
Yet.... sorrow just continues to thrive in me.....
Was everything just too much....
my mask has start to fall apart.....
So i was trying to hide myself....
my feelings......
or something more than that....
Am i unwell......
Or just another mad girl...
out from circumstances...
that she could not grasp hold of...
I tried to stop my thoughts from flowing.....
Then comes sadness.....
has it start to become my fateful friend..
knocking on my door.....
Estranged each time....
Trying to look beyond the tangled knots.....
Trying to smile everyday.....
Trying to find the old me.......
"Maybe she tried too hard to cover everything up....."
"Maybe She didn't realised it was this tiring..."
"This taxing......"
I guess she has fallen into a realm of self denial.. that she can no longer destroy the shell she has made up...
Whatever that is inside of me...
I cannot seem to feel....
I cannot seem to cry....
The feeling of lost.....
Or is it just me......
Overidden by weird disillusion thoughts....
That no longer seem to make sense.......
I thought everything was just the past....
But i guess i still hold on to it....
What am i really sad about.....
I cannot really say......
Yet.... sorrow just continues to thrive in me.....
Was everything just too much....
my mask has start to fall apart.....
So i was trying to hide myself....
my feelings......
or something more than that....
Am i unwell......
Or just another mad girl...
out from circumstances...
that she could not grasp hold of...
I tried to stop my thoughts from flowing.....
Then comes sadness.....
has it start to become my fateful friend..
knocking on my door.....
Estranged each time....
Trying to look beyond the tangled knots.....
Trying to smile everyday.....
Trying to find the old me.......
"Maybe she tried too hard to cover everything up....."
"Maybe She didn't realised it was this tiring..."
"This taxing......"
I guess she has fallen into a realm of self denial.. that she can no longer destroy the shell she has made up...
9:19 PM
hmmm... fat le fat le and i eat so much today again. =| okie now i really wish i was anorexic..
6:47 PM
hmmm....
i ate really way too much leh
Not pregnant la
Not puberty also
Dunno lah maybe i deprived myself from nice food too long le...
These few days eat all at one go...
LOL..
Okie diet starts Today on the 20th =P shall avoid all fat fat food and watch my calorie intake..... LOl... yah no JOke la -_-""
i ate really way too much leh
Not pregnant la
Not puberty also
Dunno lah maybe i deprived myself from nice food too long le...
These few days eat all at one go...
LOL..
Okie diet starts Today on the 20th =P shall avoid all fat fat food and watch my calorie intake..... LOl... yah no JOke la -_-""
12:25 AM
Thursday, August 19, 2004
Okie i am obsessed with calories, but why do i still eat so much it is like these days i go back to puberty eat so much zzz.... yah i went to jog and saw a family of dogs this time round.......... lol guess what not jogging for a month or so the doggy that used to scare me now has a family.. WAHAHAHAHA
1281.25.. this is my amount of calories that i should consumed within a day...
1281.25.. this is my amount of calories that i should consumed within a day...
2:52 AM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
I saw this article from someone's blog thought that it was very meaningful and the msg should be passed around =) Remember life is what we make out of it...
SOULFUL RELATIONSHIP
An African proverb states, " Before you get married,
keep both eyes open, and after you married, close one
eye".
Before you get involved and make a commitment to
someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity,
ignorance, pressure from others or a low self-esteem,
make you blind to warning signs. Keep your eyes open,
and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or
that what you see as faults aren't really important.
Once you decide to commit to someone, over time his or
her flaws, vulnerabilities, pet peeves, and
differences will become more obvious.
If you love your mate and want the relationship to
grow and evolve, you've got to learn to close one eye
and not let every little thing bother you. You and
your mate have many different expectations, emotional
needs, values, dreams, weaknesses, and strengths.
You are two unique individual children of God who have
decided to share a life together.
Neither of you are perfect, but are you perfect for
each other? Do you bring out the best in each other?
Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or
do you compete, compare and control? What do you bring
to the relationship? Do you bring past relationships,
past hurt, past mistrust, past pain?
You can't take someone to the altar to alter him or
her. You can't make someone love you or make someone
stay. If you develop self-esteem, spiritual
discernment, and " a life", you won't find yourself
making someone else responsible for your happiness or
responsible for your pain.
Manipulation, control, jealousy, neediness, and
selfishness are not the ingredients of a thriving,
healthy, loving and lasting relationship! Seeking
status, sex, wealth, and security are the wrong
reasons to be in a relationship.
What keeps a relationship strong?
Communication, intimacy, trust, a sense of humor,
sharing household tasks, some get away time without
business or children and daily exchanges (a meal,
shared activity, a hug, a call, a touch, a note).
Leave a nice message on the voicemail or send a nice
email.
Sharing common goals and interests. Growth is
important. Grow together, not away from each other,
giving each other space to grow without feeling
insecure. Allow your mate to have outside interest. You
can't always be together. Give each other a sense of
belonging and assurances of commitment. Don't try to
control one another?
Learn each other's family situation. Respect his or
her parents regardless.
Don't put pressure on each other for material goods.
Remember for richer or the poorer. If these qualities
are missing, the relationship will erode as
resentment, withdrawal, abuse, neglect, dishonesty,
and pain replace the passion.
The difference between "United" and "Untied" is where
you put the "i"??.
SOULFUL RELATIONSHIP
An African proverb states, " Before you get married,
keep both eyes open, and after you married, close one
eye".
Before you get involved and make a commitment to
someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity,
ignorance, pressure from others or a low self-esteem,
make you blind to warning signs. Keep your eyes open,
and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or
that what you see as faults aren't really important.
Once you decide to commit to someone, over time his or
her flaws, vulnerabilities, pet peeves, and
differences will become more obvious.
If you love your mate and want the relationship to
grow and evolve, you've got to learn to close one eye
and not let every little thing bother you. You and
your mate have many different expectations, emotional
needs, values, dreams, weaknesses, and strengths.
You are two unique individual children of God who have
decided to share a life together.
Neither of you are perfect, but are you perfect for
each other? Do you bring out the best in each other?
Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or
do you compete, compare and control? What do you bring
to the relationship? Do you bring past relationships,
past hurt, past mistrust, past pain?
You can't take someone to the altar to alter him or
her. You can't make someone love you or make someone
stay. If you develop self-esteem, spiritual
discernment, and " a life", you won't find yourself
making someone else responsible for your happiness or
responsible for your pain.
Manipulation, control, jealousy, neediness, and
selfishness are not the ingredients of a thriving,
healthy, loving and lasting relationship! Seeking
status, sex, wealth, and security are the wrong
reasons to be in a relationship.
What keeps a relationship strong?
Communication, intimacy, trust, a sense of humor,
sharing household tasks, some get away time without
business or children and daily exchanges (a meal,
shared activity, a hug, a call, a touch, a note).
Leave a nice message on the voicemail or send a nice
email.
Sharing common goals and interests. Growth is
important. Grow together, not away from each other,
giving each other space to grow without feeling
insecure. Allow your mate to have outside interest. You
can't always be together. Give each other a sense of
belonging and assurances of commitment. Don't try to
control one another?
Learn each other's family situation. Respect his or
her parents regardless.
Don't put pressure on each other for material goods.
Remember for richer or the poorer. If these qualities
are missing, the relationship will erode as
resentment, withdrawal, abuse, neglect, dishonesty,
and pain replace the passion.
The difference between "United" and "Untied" is where
you put the "i"??.
7:30 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
| Your Love Situation
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|---|---|
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| Your Love Is... | Dark |
| During Lovemaking You Act... | Like a volcano, hot & steamy |
| Your Partner Is... | Your master |
| Your Partner Has Said That You... | Are a great lover |
| Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote. | "I love your lips" |
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LOL... Like a bit SM LOL =X
6:55 PM
i think i am starting to have an eating disorder..
ask me why i say that well... i ate six pieces of pandan bread at one go ytd.. six slices... can you imagine.. total calories was 480... dun ask me what happened?
maybe my soul is deprived of something i dunno why i ate that six pieces of bread suddenly... binge eating perhaps god.. -_-"" i swear this is the last time i am doing such a dumb thing... my stomach did not explode heng... and i dun want to end up looking like a ball -_-"
haiz -_-"" whatever happen... just pray i dun turn to food for console bah.
ask me why i say that well... i ate six pieces of pandan bread at one go ytd.. six slices... can you imagine.. total calories was 480... dun ask me what happened?
maybe my soul is deprived of something i dunno why i ate that six pieces of bread suddenly... binge eating perhaps god.. -_-"" i swear this is the last time i am doing such a dumb thing... my stomach did not explode heng... and i dun want to end up looking like a ball -_-"
haiz -_-"" whatever happen... just pray i dun turn to food for console bah.
7:44 AM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
hmmm.... i just feel lonely suddenly dun ask me why sometimes...
especially on Sundays everything is so quiet... even when my radio is on i still feel the emptiness creeping up upon me....
I tried to on the television and tried to study but my thoughts wandered off...
I dunno why somehow there is always this unspeakable lonliness in me that i just dunno who to tell to... maybe pple will think i am mad... what's there to be lonely about... You got yr family and your friends.... but its just some unspeakable feelings..
I always cheer myself up in front of my friends cos i dun want to be a spoil sport and i always try to get the atmosphere going by participating in talking and stuffs.. and when everyone feels down they come to me to say it all out.... sometimes... maybe there is just too much input but i dunno where i should tell my feelings to at times...
ha ha blog maybe that's where you came along..
Am i starting to sound pathetic... nope it is not that i dun have friends i can't turn to but everyone is just so busy with their life these days... even going out with my sis seems like an impossible task when we are living under the same roof...
Hmm.. yah speaking of the party yesterday at the condominium....
I almost fainted when
SX mentioned:" hey Jason is coming later wor.."
my face was like suddenly -__-""
Me:" DOh... so?"
RL:" Haa haa Last time ma..."
oh my goodness sake... okie so what if i had a crush on Jason last time It was hell way back in Sec two lor how come they keep track of such trival stuff.. I was like... " Please LEH! WHERE you thinking HUH??!!"
Anyway the guys arrived sort of late but i know SH was glad they came even though late you know... SH was like:" finally my friends have comed" .. haa haa.. cos she is celebrating her party with another classmate of hers and apparently they had a whole bunch lot of pple.... i dunno so what sometimes... with more friends make u feel even lonlier... dun you think so you just have time to just entertain everyone but not enough time to really get to know them better i wonder what's the point...
Okie i sound like a grumpy old gal maybe it's just the Sunday Blues bah.. or maybe just pMs?? again? bleah...
I am still hungry okie i dunno what to eat le zzz... there is like no food at home.. everyone's on diet???!!
Oh yah haa haa
Jason commented:" Hey Mei Ling you are skinny leh i scared the wind will blow u off.."
Me:" better what no need for transport i can fly wherever i want to.."
Okie i know i sound lame.... but bleah in the end Curtis send us gers off at the MRT and the guys had no where to sit in the car.... lol pai seh man =X and i tot we all could manage to squeeze in the car =S Hope they didn't mind bah..
What a busy weekend... i wish LOL i wish we all had more time....
i am afraid to look at times.. but it doesn't mean i am blinded..
especially on Sundays everything is so quiet... even when my radio is on i still feel the emptiness creeping up upon me....
I tried to on the television and tried to study but my thoughts wandered off...
I dunno why somehow there is always this unspeakable lonliness in me that i just dunno who to tell to... maybe pple will think i am mad... what's there to be lonely about... You got yr family and your friends.... but its just some unspeakable feelings..
I always cheer myself up in front of my friends cos i dun want to be a spoil sport and i always try to get the atmosphere going by participating in talking and stuffs.. and when everyone feels down they come to me to say it all out.... sometimes... maybe there is just too much input but i dunno where i should tell my feelings to at times...
ha ha blog maybe that's where you came along..
Am i starting to sound pathetic... nope it is not that i dun have friends i can't turn to but everyone is just so busy with their life these days... even going out with my sis seems like an impossible task when we are living under the same roof...
Hmm.. yah speaking of the party yesterday at the condominium....
I almost fainted when
SX mentioned:" hey Jason is coming later wor.."
my face was like suddenly -__-""
Me:" DOh... so?"
RL:" Haa haa Last time ma..."
oh my goodness sake... okie so what if i had a crush on Jason last time It was hell way back in Sec two lor how come they keep track of such trival stuff.. I was like... " Please LEH! WHERE you thinking HUH??!!"
Anyway the guys arrived sort of late but i know SH was glad they came even though late you know... SH was like:" finally my friends have comed" .. haa haa.. cos she is celebrating her party with another classmate of hers and apparently they had a whole bunch lot of pple.... i dunno so what sometimes... with more friends make u feel even lonlier... dun you think so you just have time to just entertain everyone but not enough time to really get to know them better i wonder what's the point...
Okie i sound like a grumpy old gal maybe it's just the Sunday Blues bah.. or maybe just pMs?? again? bleah...
I am still hungry okie i dunno what to eat le zzz... there is like no food at home.. everyone's on diet???!!
Oh yah haa haa
Jason commented:" Hey Mei Ling you are skinny leh i scared the wind will blow u off.."
Me:" better what no need for transport i can fly wherever i want to.."
Okie i know i sound lame.... but bleah in the end Curtis send us gers off at the MRT and the guys had no where to sit in the car.... lol pai seh man =X and i tot we all could manage to squeeze in the car =S Hope they didn't mind bah..
What a busy weekend... i wish LOL i wish we all had more time....
i am afraid to look at times.. but it doesn't mean i am blinded..
10:18 PM
When it rains, well it rains
Oh my heart don't feel the same
Nothing change, nothing change
Comrade I don't feel the same
With my foot to the floor
Hear my key turn in the door
Holding back what's in store
When a girl wants a little bit more
What's a girl like me to do
When she don't get a thing from you
I wanna go where you're going to
Have to do what you have to do
What's a girl supposed to try
When all you do is criticise
Pretty soon you'll realise
I can see it, I can see it in a boy's eyes
see it in a boy's, see it in a boy's eyes
see it in a boy's, see it in a boy's eyes
Well it rains, when it rains
Oh my heart don't feel the same
There's a sun in my sky
You don't see it, you don't even try
But you'll die, before you cry
Solitude is where you fly
You don't say this ain't right
But I see it in your eyes
What's a girl like me to do
When she don't get a thing from you
I wanna go where you're going to
Have to do what you have to do
What's a girl supposed to try
When all you do is criticise
Pretty soon you'll realise
I can see it, I can see it in a boy's eyes
see it in a boy's, see it in a boy's eyes
What's a girl like me to do
When she don't get a thing from you
I wanna know where you're going to
Have to do what you have to do
What's a girl supposed to say
Just turn around and walk away
Pretty soon you'll realise I can see it
I can see it in a boy's eyes
see it in a boy's, see it in a boy's eyes
I can see it in your eyes.....
Oh my heart don't feel the same
Nothing change, nothing change
Comrade I don't feel the same
With my foot to the floor
Hear my key turn in the door
Holding back what's in store
When a girl wants a little bit more
What's a girl like me to do
When she don't get a thing from you
I wanna go where you're going to
Have to do what you have to do
What's a girl supposed to try
When all you do is criticise
Pretty soon you'll realise
I can see it, I can see it in a boy's eyes
see it in a boy's, see it in a boy's eyes
see it in a boy's, see it in a boy's eyes
Well it rains, when it rains
Oh my heart don't feel the same
There's a sun in my sky
You don't see it, you don't even try
But you'll die, before you cry
Solitude is where you fly
You don't say this ain't right
But I see it in your eyes
What's a girl like me to do
When she don't get a thing from you
I wanna go where you're going to
Have to do what you have to do
What's a girl supposed to try
When all you do is criticise
Pretty soon you'll realise
I can see it, I can see it in a boy's eyes
see it in a boy's, see it in a boy's eyes
What's a girl like me to do
When she don't get a thing from you
I wanna know where you're going to
Have to do what you have to do
What's a girl supposed to say
Just turn around and walk away
Pretty soon you'll realise I can see it
I can see it in a boy's eyes
see it in a boy's, see it in a boy's eyes
I can see it in your eyes.....
7:20 PM
Ughz..
Since the mannequins in the window shopping areas are abnormally thin .. why dun they create real life size bodies.. haiz... what now women have to starve to get into nice looking clothes and who to blame.. zzzz
6:54 PM
Erm... HAHA shiek Hykel is fired.... Anyway i didn't like his style of hosting the programme... =X he's so weird anyway.. but heard that daniel Ong is Suspended? Geesh... anyway they cant fire him cos without Daniel Ong, Perfect Ten quite pathetic le no more DJ LOL...
There's a new Dj call Otelli Edwards? =P Mei Nu also....
Otelli Edwards
Anyway there's an update on the bios of the Djs =P
There's a new Dj call Otelli Edwards? =P Mei Nu also....
Otelli Edwards
Anyway there's an update on the bios of the Djs =P
3:19 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
waw... Doggy =D
hey.. see this cute dog here?? I am not sure what species is it But it looks so adorable right!!! It's my friend's roomate's dog LOL.... =D SO CUTE!~~
4:11 PM
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...
You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.
Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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1:03 PM
Urgh.... yOu know last night i went to my friend's birthday BBQ.. bleah while i was helping him carry some of the things i did not notice that bag i was carrying had a hugs scissors in it ... damn as i was carrying alot of other bags too .. the bag scratched against my leg as we made our way to the BBQ pit...it left three bloody nice marks on my left leg now zzz.....
Oh yah He made some sting ray... the CHili oil so FAT!!! eeeeKs.. and i also had a hotdog some very Yummy mushrooms... and two pieces of chicken =P nice nice dinner heh heh but sinfuL...
It was nice seeing Jessie and the rest last night... they were still the same old pals i have known since my JC years and somehow i was glad i went over to Suntec =D and yah there's this bus 32 that travels a very short journey ... before u realised it you have aleady reached Suntec... =D hee hee
And yeah will be meeting Shi Hui and the rest of the gang today wonder how they are all lately.. have seen Amelia not too long ago... but the rest still alright hee hee =P
Oh yah He made some sting ray... the CHili oil so FAT!!! eeeeKs.. and i also had a hotdog some very Yummy mushrooms... and two pieces of chicken =P nice nice dinner heh heh but sinfuL...
It was nice seeing Jessie and the rest last night... they were still the same old pals i have known since my JC years and somehow i was glad i went over to Suntec =D and yah there's this bus 32 that travels a very short journey ... before u realised it you have aleady reached Suntec... =D hee hee
And yeah will be meeting Shi Hui and the rest of the gang today wonder how they are all lately.. have seen Amelia not too long ago... but the rest still alright hee hee =P
8:11 AM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
haiyah... see laa... i sinned again i ate a slice of butter cake and 5 nuggets... my GOD MY GOD OH MY GOD...
10:23 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
MediaCorp to be fined over radio DJs
THE Media Development Authority (MDA) has investigated the complaint by Mr Lau Chee Kin ('Chat up a girl? 'Ask about her lingerie'; ST, July 30) about inappro-priate comments made by radio DJs on Perfect Ten 98.7 FM's Morning Madness programme.
We have found that the segment is in breach of the Radio Programme Code, which requires broadcasters to exercise sensitivity and not broadcast content which is obscene and offends good taste and decency. MediaCorp will be fined in accordance with the code.
We are also investigating the complaint from Madam Chow Moh Hoong ('Blue jokes, crude remarks on this radio programme'; ST, Aug 4) about the same programme. The MDA will thereafter determine any further action that needs to be taken against the broadcaster.
KOH JUNE MAY (MS)
Senior Manager,
Corporate & Marketing Communications
Media Development Authority
Hais see la i told u i really did not like Sheik Hykel.... bleah trouble maker... not that he is bad at hosting the show... i just feel that he sounds so like hostile to Daniel Ong.. It's like he is so afraid Daniel will insult him all the time and now... bleah crude remarks.. made ... why did they had to separate Carrie And daniel Ong i just dun get it... =(
I still think they should replaced Shiek Hykel with someone else =X i know this sounds bad but he somehow just make the show awkward... if not for Daniel Ong and the great songs they play in the morning I may have already tuned in to Class 95 in the morning... zzzzz
THE Media Development Authority (MDA) has investigated the complaint by Mr Lau Chee Kin ('Chat up a girl? 'Ask about her lingerie'; ST, July 30) about inappro-priate comments made by radio DJs on Perfect Ten 98.7 FM's Morning Madness programme.
We have found that the segment is in breach of the Radio Programme Code, which requires broadcasters to exercise sensitivity and not broadcast content which is obscene and offends good taste and decency. MediaCorp will be fined in accordance with the code.
We are also investigating the complaint from Madam Chow Moh Hoong ('Blue jokes, crude remarks on this radio programme'; ST, Aug 4) about the same programme. The MDA will thereafter determine any further action that needs to be taken against the broadcaster.
KOH JUNE MAY (MS)
Senior Manager,
Corporate & Marketing Communications
Media Development Authority
Hais see la i told u i really did not like Sheik Hykel.... bleah trouble maker... not that he is bad at hosting the show... i just feel that he sounds so like hostile to Daniel Ong.. It's like he is so afraid Daniel will insult him all the time and now... bleah crude remarks.. made ... why did they had to separate Carrie And daniel Ong i just dun get it... =(
I still think they should replaced Shiek Hykel with someone else =X i know this sounds bad but he somehow just make the show awkward... if not for Daniel Ong and the great songs they play in the morning I may have already tuned in to Class 95 in the morning... zzzzz
6:35 PM
The World's No.1 Science & Technology News Service
Seven hours' sleep "the safest"
20:00 14 February 02
NewScientist.com news service
People who sleep for eight hours or more every night have a higher death rate than those who average six to seven hours, according to a new US study. But many sleep experts are sceptical about the findings.
A team led by Daniel Kripke at University of California, San Diego surveyed 1.1 million people aged between 30 and 102. In 1982, the participants were asked about their sleep duration, frequency of insomnia and sleeping pill use. They were then reviewed again in 1988. The researchers found that those who slept for an average of eight hours or more, or less than four hours, each night had significantly increased mortality rates.
"People who sleep for eight hours are 13 to 15 percent more likely to die within six years than those who sleep seven hours. In fact, even sleeping for five hours was less risky than eight," Kripke says.
The study took into account factors such as age, diet, previous health problems and factors such as smoking. About half of the group studied slept for eight hours, although the average sleep time in the western world is now 6.5 hours.
Protective insomnia
The findings contradict the widely held view that sleep deprivation and insomnia are dangerous to health and that increased sleep leads to increased longevity. "The important message is that it is very safe to sleep five, six or seven hours - sleeping for longer is certainly not risk free. In fact, insomnia can be seen as protective," Kripke told New Scientist.
But Orfeu Buxton at the University of Chicago sleep research centre says: "They have used subjective measures for sleep that are a poor surrogate for actual sleep measures. Every other study I know of shows that sleeping longer is better for you."
Kripke admits that he has no clear explanation for the findings. But, he says: "Sleep length might affect cytokines, which are transmitters that affect inflammation, and this might somehow influence mortality." People who sleep longer may also be an increased risk of sleep apnoea, when breathing stops during sleep, he suggests.
Bruce Carnes of the University of Chicago says it is not possible to assign simple mortality risks to different sleep durations. "Everybody is unique and has a different ideal sleeping time," he says.
Seven hours' sleep "the safest"
20:00 14 February 02
NewScientist.com news service
People who sleep for eight hours or more every night have a higher death rate than those who average six to seven hours, according to a new US study. But many sleep experts are sceptical about the findings.
A team led by Daniel Kripke at University of California, San Diego surveyed 1.1 million people aged between 30 and 102. In 1982, the participants were asked about their sleep duration, frequency of insomnia and sleeping pill use. They were then reviewed again in 1988. The researchers found that those who slept for an average of eight hours or more, or less than four hours, each night had significantly increased mortality rates.
"People who sleep for eight hours are 13 to 15 percent more likely to die within six years than those who sleep seven hours. In fact, even sleeping for five hours was less risky than eight," Kripke says.
The study took into account factors such as age, diet, previous health problems and factors such as smoking. About half of the group studied slept for eight hours, although the average sleep time in the western world is now 6.5 hours.
Protective insomnia
The findings contradict the widely held view that sleep deprivation and insomnia are dangerous to health and that increased sleep leads to increased longevity. "The important message is that it is very safe to sleep five, six or seven hours - sleeping for longer is certainly not risk free. In fact, insomnia can be seen as protective," Kripke told New Scientist.
But Orfeu Buxton at the University of Chicago sleep research centre says: "They have used subjective measures for sleep that are a poor surrogate for actual sleep measures. Every other study I know of shows that sleeping longer is better for you."
Kripke admits that he has no clear explanation for the findings. But, he says: "Sleep length might affect cytokines, which are transmitters that affect inflammation, and this might somehow influence mortality." People who sleep longer may also be an increased risk of sleep apnoea, when breathing stops during sleep, he suggests.
Bruce Carnes of the University of Chicago says it is not possible to assign simple mortality risks to different sleep durations. "Everybody is unique and has a different ideal sleeping time," he says.
9:04 AM
Monday, August 09, 2004
hmm.. what did i take today... =( i still feel flu zzz haiz... and head gong gong....
1) egg whites
2) 1 tau sar piah
3) 2 cups of tea
4) carrots
5) a bit of cabbage and papaya
6) pineapple
7) a bit of cake
Sounds like very weird combination ... but didn't really know what to eat..... wanted to eat fries but scared fat some more my nose running....
Finally National Day arrived..... ONe Year just past like that funny how times flies... hmm... they look so happy on Tv, i somehow wished i was well and was there with the rest of the audience.... the last time i went to a National Day event was when i was Secondary two? And it was only the preview... but nevertheless... I had a great time.....
Okie...no matter
how much stressful Life in Singapore can get....
HoW many Books we have to memorise....
hOw many delayed LRT rides i have to suffer....
HOw many Kiasu ah Sohs and Uncles fighting for seats on the Mrt..
How many times i was bored to death by thinking.. " where else can we go ah?"
How many times the traffic jAm got me late for dates....
I still Love Singapore....
Cos...
My Family is here.....
My friends are here....
He is here....
The silly doG who tried to hide when i JOg is here....
My Perfect ten is here......
All in All.... Some of the most beautiful things in life are here with me and i Guess.. i should be contented =)
Yah and Everyone =P Happy NationAl Day!~
flu~~ shOo~ shOo~
1) egg whites
2) 1 tau sar piah
3) 2 cups of tea
4) carrots
5) a bit of cabbage and papaya
6) pineapple
7) a bit of cake
Sounds like very weird combination ... but didn't really know what to eat..... wanted to eat fries but scared fat some more my nose running....
Finally National Day arrived..... ONe Year just past like that funny how times flies... hmm... they look so happy on Tv, i somehow wished i was well and was there with the rest of the audience.... the last time i went to a National Day event was when i was Secondary two? And it was only the preview... but nevertheless... I had a great time.....
Okie...no matter
how much stressful Life in Singapore can get....
HoW many Books we have to memorise....
hOw many delayed LRT rides i have to suffer....
HOw many Kiasu ah Sohs and Uncles fighting for seats on the Mrt..
How many times i was bored to death by thinking.. " where else can we go ah?"
How many times the traffic jAm got me late for dates....
I still Love Singapore....
Cos...
My Family is here.....
My friends are here....
He is here....
The silly doG who tried to hide when i JOg is here....
My Perfect ten is here......
All in All.... Some of the most beautiful things in life are here with me and i Guess.. i should be contented =)
Yah and Everyone =P Happy NationAl Day!~
flu~~ shOo~ shOo~
7:19 PM
hmm... geesh i thought i would get better, apparently the flu virus doesn't want to go away... i think i have used like half the box of tissues le geesh...... i need to get better soon tomolo is another school day le haiz....... and yah eating Flu panadols dun really get rid of virus... cos u can only kill germs not virus... just pray that it will go away soon?? i already drank like so much water bleah dun even know what to eat now... my running nose is making me feel horrid... and head is feeling giddy...Zz =(
12:33 PM
Yah..YOu know how i love a wide genre of songs.... Techno .. trance... Pop... Hip Hop... RnB...Rock... =P i just dun like a few eminem songs... and that ROlling song by Limp Biskit... and songs with senseless shouting of vulgarities often put me off...
but.....
Here's a song.. that caught quite a lot of attention ever since it was out.... and the best thing is there are always two sides to a story.....
So..... if you only heard one side of a story... Dun end up with silly conclusions.. until you heard about everything..
(WARNING : THE BELOW CONTENT MAY PROVED TO BE UNSUITABLE FOR YOUNG KIDS.)
The Guy's story :
Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No
See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i do admit i'm sad.
It hurts real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
The Girl's story :
Oh oh
Oooh
No no no
(You know there is two sides to every story)
See I don't know why you cryin' like a bitch
Talkin' shit like a snitch
Why you write a song 'bout me
If you really didn't care
You wouldn't wanna share
Tellin' everybody just how you feel
Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back
Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back
You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all alone (ha ha ha ha)
I had to turn to your friend
Now you want me to come back
You must be smokin' crack
Im goin' else where and thats a fact
Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack
Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack
Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
You questioned did I care
Maybe I would have if you woulda gone down there
Now it's over
But I do admit i'm glad I didn't catch your crabs
I can't sweat that cause I got to go
Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back.
oh oh
uh uh yea
oh oh
uh uh yea
oh oh
uh uh yea
oh oh
uh uh yea
You made me do this
.... lol well that's a lot of hatred in one song yeah... =X
but.....
Here's a song.. that caught quite a lot of attention ever since it was out.... and the best thing is there are always two sides to a story.....
So..... if you only heard one side of a story... Dun end up with silly conclusions.. until you heard about everything..
(WARNING : THE BELOW CONTENT MAY PROVED TO BE UNSUITABLE FOR YOUNG KIDS.)
The Guy's story :
Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No
See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i do admit i'm sad.
It hurts real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
The Girl's story :
Oh oh
Oooh
No no no
(You know there is two sides to every story)
See I don't know why you cryin' like a bitch
Talkin' shit like a snitch
Why you write a song 'bout me
If you really didn't care
You wouldn't wanna share
Tellin' everybody just how you feel
Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back
Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back
You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all alone (ha ha ha ha)
I had to turn to your friend
Now you want me to come back
You must be smokin' crack
Im goin' else where and thats a fact
Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack
Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack
Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
You questioned did I care
Maybe I would have if you woulda gone down there
Now it's over
But I do admit i'm glad I didn't catch your crabs
I can't sweat that cause I got to go
Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back.
oh oh
uh uh yea
oh oh
uh uh yea
oh oh
uh uh yea
oh oh
uh uh yea
You made me do this
.... lol well that's a lot of hatred in one song yeah... =X
9:49 AM
Hmmm i came across some interesting articles while trying to search for info whether it is okie to jog while having some flu...
• Mile for mile, walking burns about the same amount of calories as jogging and is as beneficial in building cardiovascular fitness, say experts from Baylor College of Medicine in Houston. Jogging burns calories faster than walking, because it's a more intense form of exercise. But for people who find jogging too difficult or stressful on their joints, walking is an excellent, low-impact alternative.
This is nice =)
• A National Institutes of Health study found that teen girls are more likely to be persuaded to drink alcohol than teen boys when confronted with peer pressure. Researchers also found that teens who have friends who drink or smoke are nine times more likely to smoke than teens who have no friends who smoke or drink.
hmmm... lol but jogging is nice maybe i over exerted my immunity system =
Strenuous exercise that lasts more than 90 minutes actually taxes immunity. Although you may not be exercising that long, you may be pushing yourself too hard, too soon. It's also possible that your diet is not supporting your exercise needs, leaving you run-down.
Oh well... maybe i shall jog another day =) We will see ^^
eternal dream of sliming..
• Mile for mile, walking burns about the same amount of calories as jogging and is as beneficial in building cardiovascular fitness, say experts from Baylor College of Medicine in Houston. Jogging burns calories faster than walking, because it's a more intense form of exercise. But for people who find jogging too difficult or stressful on their joints, walking is an excellent, low-impact alternative.
This is nice =)
• A National Institutes of Health study found that teen girls are more likely to be persuaded to drink alcohol than teen boys when confronted with peer pressure. Researchers also found that teens who have friends who drink or smoke are nine times more likely to smoke than teens who have no friends who smoke or drink.
hmmm... lol but jogging is nice maybe i over exerted my immunity system =
Strenuous exercise that lasts more than 90 minutes actually taxes immunity. Although you may not be exercising that long, you may be pushing yourself too hard, too soon. It's also possible that your diet is not supporting your exercise needs, leaving you run-down.
Oh well... maybe i shall jog another day =) We will see ^^
eternal dream of sliming..
7:35 AM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
hmmm... after throat pain gone come flu... haiz lol dunno what to say man..
okie let's see ah... what i ate today
1) one pear
2) 5 nuggets LOL... fat~
3) cake? dunno call what thing LOL
4) some tea...
hmm so far like that lor lol =|
okie let's see ah... what i ate today
1) one pear
2) 5 nuggets LOL... fat~
3) cake? dunno call what thing LOL
4) some tea...
hmm so far like that lor lol =|
5:16 PM
LOL so sweet!!! I also wan *bao bao* =|
10:06 AM
YUMMY! LOL
wahaahahah Nice leh Yummy Big bird... reminds me of KFC!~
12:26 AM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Erm... i think drinking too much alcOhol actually kills... wow..
How Does Alcohol Kill?
can cause death directly by acting on those brain areas that control consciousness, respiration and heart rate. As a central nervous system depressant, alcohol can "turn off" these vital brain areas, resulting first in coma and then death.
In many cases, drinking too much alcohol will make you sick and you will stop drinking. Contrary to folk tales, getting sick is not from mixing drinks or drinking on an empty stomach, it is because specialized poison control cells in your brain detect danger -- too much alcohol -- and send a signal to your stomach to vomit. This is the brain's way of dealing with poisoning. Vomiting is an attempt to eliminate any unabsorbed alcohol.
The logic is, if you can prevent any alcohol that's still in the stomach from getting into the blood supply, it may save your life. Eating before you drink will slow down the speed of intoxication but it is no guarantee that you won't get sick or die if you consume enough alcohol.
Whereas some people only vomit when they have consumed too much alcohol, other people just fall asleep (with or without vomiting) after they have consumed too much alcohol.
In these people, death can follow in one of two ways: you may fall into a deep sleep and vomit while sleeping. What's the result? You choke on your own vomit because you are too intoxicated to wake up and clear out your airway. In other instances, you simply fall asleep and never wake up, because the concentration of alcohol is so high that the areas of your brain controlling life functions are so depressed that they stop functioning and so do you.
Yikes..
Can You Tell If You're Too Intoxicated?
Generally, you can't tell. First of all, alcohol impairs judgment, making your ability to reason difficult, especially at high doses. Second, it takes a while for all the alcohol in the stomach to travel out of the gastrointestinal system and into the blood supply, where it then reaches the brain and other organs.
Depending upon how much you drink, how quickly you drink, and what else is in your stomach, it may take anywhere from about 30-90 minutes after you stop drinking, before you reach your highest level of intoxication.
Although some drinking scenarios may require less or more time to reach the maximum level of intoxication, you can see that when you decide you have consumed enough alcohol and stop drinking, you will most probably continue to become even more intoxicated.
Sweetly flavored alcoholic concoctions such as Jell-O shots, flavored brandies, schnapps or other drinks can go down easily and quickly but surprise you later on when they get into your brain. Similarly, drinking "games" can be quickly fatal because large quantities of alcohol are often consumed over very short periods of time. Almost-straight alcohol drinks, such as EverClear are especially dangerous and should not be used at all.
More Yikes....
Symptoms of Alcohol Poisoning
If you have any of the following symptoms, you are experiencing an overdose reaction:
Vomiting
Passed out
Difficult to awaken
Slow, shallow breathing
wa... =|
LOl =X erm Just trying to learn more about alcohol =S....
How Does Alcohol Kill?
can cause death directly by acting on those brain areas that control consciousness, respiration and heart rate. As a central nervous system depressant, alcohol can "turn off" these vital brain areas, resulting first in coma and then death.
In many cases, drinking too much alcohol will make you sick and you will stop drinking. Contrary to folk tales, getting sick is not from mixing drinks or drinking on an empty stomach, it is because specialized poison control cells in your brain detect danger -- too much alcohol -- and send a signal to your stomach to vomit. This is the brain's way of dealing with poisoning. Vomiting is an attempt to eliminate any unabsorbed alcohol.
The logic is, if you can prevent any alcohol that's still in the stomach from getting into the blood supply, it may save your life. Eating before you drink will slow down the speed of intoxication but it is no guarantee that you won't get sick or die if you consume enough alcohol.
Whereas some people only vomit when they have consumed too much alcohol, other people just fall asleep (with or without vomiting) after they have consumed too much alcohol.
In these people, death can follow in one of two ways: you may fall into a deep sleep and vomit while sleeping. What's the result? You choke on your own vomit because you are too intoxicated to wake up and clear out your airway. In other instances, you simply fall asleep and never wake up, because the concentration of alcohol is so high that the areas of your brain controlling life functions are so depressed that they stop functioning and so do you.
Yikes..
Can You Tell If You're Too Intoxicated?
Generally, you can't tell. First of all, alcohol impairs judgment, making your ability to reason difficult, especially at high doses. Second, it takes a while for all the alcohol in the stomach to travel out of the gastrointestinal system and into the blood supply, where it then reaches the brain and other organs.
Depending upon how much you drink, how quickly you drink, and what else is in your stomach, it may take anywhere from about 30-90 minutes after you stop drinking, before you reach your highest level of intoxication.
Although some drinking scenarios may require less or more time to reach the maximum level of intoxication, you can see that when you decide you have consumed enough alcohol and stop drinking, you will most probably continue to become even more intoxicated.
Sweetly flavored alcoholic concoctions such as Jell-O shots, flavored brandies, schnapps or other drinks can go down easily and quickly but surprise you later on when they get into your brain. Similarly, drinking "games" can be quickly fatal because large quantities of alcohol are often consumed over very short periods of time. Almost-straight alcohol drinks, such as EverClear are especially dangerous and should not be used at all.
More Yikes....
Symptoms of Alcohol Poisoning
If you have any of the following symptoms, you are experiencing an overdose reaction:
Vomiting
Passed out
Difficult to awaken
Slow, shallow breathing
wa... =|
LOl =X erm Just trying to learn more about alcohol =S....
9:56 PM
LOL she is so pretty.... I wish i look like her =P
7:00 PM
wah lau i am damn hungry now... Zzzz feel like eating fries... even though i upset my stomach the day before lol....
MAC DONALD IS SINFUL =(
MAC DONALD IS SINFUL =(
2:41 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
LOL take a look at this!! Somehow Cats are kinda related to me i think =X
You are Red Panther, who has pure and gentle atmosphere.
You tend to give a vulnerable impression, and have a fairy like mischievousness.
You can be temperamental and little bit selfish.
You may be unable to find the objective of your life, and may take a long way round in finding it.
Your attraction is the way in which you do not deceive your heart, and act accordingly to your feeling.
If you try to handle many things at once, you will break up that energy, and therefore, you should stick to doing one thing at a time. ( i find this somehow quite true)
If you can control yourself, then doing something adventurous is not a problem.
You are passionate person.
You have very high ideals, and this make you not see the reality.
You tend to become a dreamy sort of person.
You dislike being restricted, and try to carry out your life with natural sense of your own instinct, that including your likes and dislikes.
You possess strong beliefs, and are very intelligent and hard working person.
But when you lose interest, everything stops half way through, and nothing is accomplished.
You should make yourself clear between ideals and reality.
You are too smart enough to be satisfied with ordinary housework. (LOL) =P
You prefer to lead life free of responsibility.
Nevertheless you will be obsessed with your children's education
Hmmm LOL i got this from Salmon's blog =D Thanks saLmie~
You are Red Panther, who has pure and gentle atmosphere.
You tend to give a vulnerable impression, and have a fairy like mischievousness.
You can be temperamental and little bit selfish.
You may be unable to find the objective of your life, and may take a long way round in finding it.
Your attraction is the way in which you do not deceive your heart, and act accordingly to your feeling.
If you try to handle many things at once, you will break up that energy, and therefore, you should stick to doing one thing at a time. ( i find this somehow quite true)
If you can control yourself, then doing something adventurous is not a problem.
You are passionate person.
You have very high ideals, and this make you not see the reality.
You tend to become a dreamy sort of person.
You dislike being restricted, and try to carry out your life with natural sense of your own instinct, that including your likes and dislikes.
You possess strong beliefs, and are very intelligent and hard working person.
But when you lose interest, everything stops half way through, and nothing is accomplished.
You should make yourself clear between ideals and reality.
You are too smart enough to be satisfied with ordinary housework. (LOL) =P
You prefer to lead life free of responsibility.
Nevertheless you will be obsessed with your children's education
Hmmm LOL i got this from Salmon's blog =D Thanks saLmie~
9:24 AM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
hMM.. LOL i went to JOg .... so healthy right =P heh heh... and duno why when i jog finish by right i always walked up back to my house lor... today my legs just took me in the other direction... i went to sit by on the swing... yup and just sat there swinging..... dun ask me why i did that i also really can't explain....
I just wanted to clean and erase everything...
erase what?....
I just wanted to.....
The answer seems to be there yet....
It's hiding in a corner....
I can't seem to reach it yet....
A fear within?...
hmm...
maybe you think i have gone bonkers .. lol Dun worry i am still sane... I am just trying to get hold of my inner most feelings... but i guess i suppressed it for many a times... and now they are trying very hard to evade me.... does this make any sense to you? Well... after all i am a contradicting ger and =P pple always say this... YOu Crazy Ger ah =P Guess a bit of insanity in this insane world is after all very sane... dun you think so too....
Inner Sakura and Outer Sakura.... Now i finally begin to understand somehow it's a possible thing...
I just wanted to clean and erase everything...
erase what?....
I just wanted to.....
The answer seems to be there yet....
It's hiding in a corner....
I can't seem to reach it yet....
A fear within?...
hmm...
maybe you think i have gone bonkers .. lol Dun worry i am still sane... I am just trying to get hold of my inner most feelings... but i guess i suppressed it for many a times... and now they are trying very hard to evade me.... does this make any sense to you? Well... after all i am a contradicting ger and =P pple always say this... YOu Crazy Ger ah =P Guess a bit of insanity in this insane world is after all very sane... dun you think so too....
Inner Sakura and Outer Sakura.... Now i finally begin to understand somehow it's a possible thing...
10:52 PM
hmm.... Nicholas Tse is obviously still smarting from his failed romance with Faye Wong. When asked if he would wish Faye and her new boyfriend well, the spokesman for Coca-Cola retorted: "I'd rather drink Pepsi."
I got this from perfect ten's website... i guess most love dun last..... and maybe the only love that lasts is from fairy tales... kinda sad right.... but i guess pple just take things for granted...
I was talking to Irene and she was telling me about why gers r suckers for bad guys... maybe the nicer guys are just too nice? to the extent gers take them for granted... AHEM... Ed hope you are reading this... Maybe you should be a little more evil too =X
Grass is always greener on the other side? well... i guess i shall just fade into the shadows and stay behind... sometimes i get so tired of caring for everything..... maybe it's really time for me to learn to let go for things at once ( lol except my studies la ) and just slide along with life.... i have been trying so hard to be nice... and sometimes when i get too nice... pple start to take me for the mat.. yah i am here.. * Come step on me...*
And i starting to sound sad? dun worry i am not and i am not gaining your pity... what comes ard goes ard maybe i did too many evil sins in my past life lol.... i believe in karma... anyway i shall just go with the flow... and be zen like.... maybe last night i was too paranoid bah.. yah and to some extent childish ... what was i thinking? seriously i should have just go ask my friend out for a drive if i was feeling that low.... after all... looking at stars do make me happier at times....
I am listening to marron 5 - She will be loved... it's a great song =) Hao Na loves it too.... hmm... Maybe it's time for a change.. yah i dun want to be nice anymore i am so sick of being so nice... Maybe .... Maybe... Let's just say i am sick of the one carrying the band aid box all the time... so for once i shall just let it go... whatever will be will be~
I shall be more naughty
I got this from perfect ten's website... i guess most love dun last..... and maybe the only love that lasts is from fairy tales... kinda sad right.... but i guess pple just take things for granted...
I was talking to Irene and she was telling me about why gers r suckers for bad guys... maybe the nicer guys are just too nice? to the extent gers take them for granted... AHEM... Ed hope you are reading this... Maybe you should be a little more evil too =X
Grass is always greener on the other side? well... i guess i shall just fade into the shadows and stay behind... sometimes i get so tired of caring for everything..... maybe it's really time for me to learn to let go for things at once ( lol except my studies la ) and just slide along with life.... i have been trying so hard to be nice... and sometimes when i get too nice... pple start to take me for the mat.. yah i am here.. * Come step on me...*
And i starting to sound sad? dun worry i am not and i am not gaining your pity... what comes ard goes ard maybe i did too many evil sins in my past life lol.... i believe in karma... anyway i shall just go with the flow... and be zen like.... maybe last night i was too paranoid bah.. yah and to some extent childish ... what was i thinking? seriously i should have just go ask my friend out for a drive if i was feeling that low.... after all... looking at stars do make me happier at times....
I am listening to marron 5 - She will be loved... it's a great song =) Hao Na loves it too.... hmm... Maybe it's time for a change.. yah i dun want to be nice anymore i am so sick of being so nice... Maybe .... Maybe... Let's just say i am sick of the one carrying the band aid box all the time... so for once i shall just let it go... whatever will be will be~
I shall be more naughty
4:19 PM
hmm... feeling a bit spaced out... dun think i can sleep well tonight...why?
i am feeling cold really... i went to get a blanket to wrap myself in it while i type this out...
yah in fact i got alot of problems but i tot humans r never perfect... one thing abt me is i am too insecure? of what? i dunno... actually i know i am not the best but i am somewhere near there? =X i dun think i am talking big but at least we all should have a bit of confidence in ourselves right... and when pple dun treasure you.... i guess it's their lost.....
yah and tears fell...
who cares....
they fall all the time....
everyone cries....
everyone falls....
In the end... it's me .. myself and I..
yah i think i shall end here.....
not trying to gain pity.....
Just trying to release some sorrow.....
So tomorrow can be a happier day for my classmates and me.....
No point being sad.....
Cos i dun want the world to be sad with me......
Not trying to be saint.....
Not trying to be an angel.....
Cos i know i never can.....
All i wanted was just to be me....
Never meant to bring sorrow to you....
Just wanted more joy in your life....
If tears start to fall for you too...
I guess then i shall leave.....
i am feeling cold really... i went to get a blanket to wrap myself in it while i type this out...
yah in fact i got alot of problems but i tot humans r never perfect... one thing abt me is i am too insecure? of what? i dunno... actually i know i am not the best but i am somewhere near there? =X i dun think i am talking big but at least we all should have a bit of confidence in ourselves right... and when pple dun treasure you.... i guess it's their lost.....
yah and tears fell...
who cares....
they fall all the time....
everyone cries....
everyone falls....
In the end... it's me .. myself and I..
yah i think i shall end here.....
not trying to gain pity.....
Just trying to release some sorrow.....
So tomorrow can be a happier day for my classmates and me.....
No point being sad.....
Cos i dun want the world to be sad with me......
Not trying to be saint.....
Not trying to be an angel.....
Cos i know i never can.....
All i wanted was just to be me....
Never meant to bring sorrow to you....
Just wanted more joy in your life....
If tears start to fall for you too...
I guess then i shall leave.....
1:46 AM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
haiz.. after tutorial today i realised what i tried to fried my brain upon was not exactly the correct solution to all questions... i have to make sure which kind of questions they asked.. so in summary....
1) asking about decentering the lens.. means i am supposed to shift the lens to the correct base prism in the specs....
2) what is the prismatic effect? ( so we must see what base prism the eye is looking through
3) x cm inwards from optical centre and y cm downwards from optical centre...
... actually is what i tried to come up with ytd haiz..... ( eye looking)
wah seh need to be so precise lor =|
Okie what else i learn today those in the left and right base prism no need to care left or right all must add... so left up and down direction must say L or R =|
Eg final ans : RBD cannot BD nia as for LBI / RBI all same .... always follow the higher power one
and Frame PD = lens size + dist btwn Lens
Minimum Lens diameter / Minimum Blank Size = Longest axis of specs/ Effective diameter + ( Frame Pd - Effective PD)no need to care minus sign + 2
Hmm THe village did not turn out as good as i thought it would be but Amelia was great company =)The plot was kinda surprising though.... but i anticipated for more fear sigh.... Maybe sixth sense is still the best after all... followed by the others =X
1) asking about decentering the lens.. means i am supposed to shift the lens to the correct base prism in the specs....
2) what is the prismatic effect? ( so we must see what base prism the eye is looking through
3) x cm inwards from optical centre and y cm downwards from optical centre...
... actually is what i tried to come up with ytd haiz..... ( eye looking)
wah seh need to be so precise lor =|
Okie what else i learn today those in the left and right base prism no need to care left or right all must add... so left up and down direction must say L or R =|
Eg final ans : RBD cannot BD nia as for LBI / RBI all same .... always follow the higher power one
and Frame PD = lens size + dist btwn Lens
Minimum Lens diameter / Minimum Blank Size = Longest axis of specs/ Effective diameter + ( Frame Pd - Effective PD)no need to care minus sign + 2
Hmm THe village did not turn out as good as i thought it would be but Amelia was great company =)The plot was kinda surprising though.... but i anticipated for more fear sigh.... Maybe sixth sense is still the best after all... followed by the others =X
11:12 PM
Monday, August 02, 2004
LOL i Guess i figured it out finally =|
As if life isn't complicated by School stuff alone (doh... need any more explanation? The diagram above is so fascinating that i sort of lost my appetite over it..).... some guys really have the weirdest outlook of life.... and Guys single, married or whatever status you r now? Can you just get hold of your rising hormones yah what's that again... testosterone?... and GET A GRIP OF YRSELF? If you are just too damn lonely then find some guy pals go out have drinks?? Dun just get a gf cos U r bored? And those who r seriously attached ... can you stop thinking about having flings? You really want to spread your seeds around till when? AIDS has caught up with You... or no need for AIDS... You have a new found interest in getting VD?
And what's the bloody hell fun about flings anyway dun you get tired at all? From trying to occupy yourself with so many gers everytime?? DUn YOU ever get tired? bleah maybe guys dun... BUT I AM A GER... SO LEAVE ME ALONE FOR GOD SAKE =S I DUN NEED FREAKING SEX TO SURVIVE............SHOO ANd MONEY? I GOT TWO BLOODY HANDS AND A DAMN BRAIN TO THINK ... SO THERE! BYE BYE
Geesh if you were just all out hungry for sex please..... Geylang isn't that far away... and if you think it isn't safe what make you think gers who are willing to go to bed with you are really that sterilised..... GOD FOR ONCE.. GUYS USE YOUR BRAINS?
Dun always let your surging hormones get the better of you yah..... -__-""
( LOL the above arguments and harsh words are not meant for all the guys but apparently there are some black sheep among them who has stepped on my tail once too many times.. -__-"" )
yah... The above content is not meant for Carrot Juice...its for jerks out there in the freaking real world so you gals ought to be more wary at times yah...
Lastly....I Love my Carrot Juice~~
10:10 PM
This is my freaking timetable =|
yah yah...freaking 28 hours in school..... doh i guess me and my classmates must be kinda super humans... no wonder we always end up in dream land in the last few classes -_-""" I can't help but keep falling asleep in Dr Tang's classes bleah =|
This reminds me that day i guess i am really SUAY KUAN ONE zzz... as i complained loudly to my friend abt... " I am beginning to hate Rajeev class more and more leh.."
Rajeev just walk past so close behind me lor ... zzzz great now i have striked off new hatred in him towards me -_-""" and i have always thought that this year would be better... dot dot dot.......
1:15 AM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Maroon 5 have very sweet songs =)
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Maroon 5 have very sweet songs =)
11:43 PM
haa haa school ger .. Wahahahaha =X
Cute ma?
WAhAhaha FUn leh =P Want to Create Your own icon ?
8:01 PM
This is my cute doggy =D looks quite real right? =P
This is My Yang Yang... Looks like paddle pop right =X
Love ~ Hee hee =p
Heh Heh i guess i am too free LOL... yah these are the stuff toys that fight for space with me on my bed almost every night x__x
7:02 PM
wOoo... heh heh
My weekend was not bad =)
I finish most of my school stuff but then again it's never ending..... i should be doing some revision right now... but ah lazy bones disease apparently has caught up with me =X think i caught it from someone LOL =X
And yeaP i realised i got free movie tickets to the village *weeeeeeeeeee.....*
heh heh Perfect ten rocks ma =P i think each time got whatever free movie tickets i just write in LOL =X... yah i am catching the movie with my long time old old pal Amelia =P bet she's damn happy been long since i met her =D Wanted to go with Ahem~ but haiz.. busy LOl so well next time i guess =X
So hmm... what else ah yah i finish Dawn's tutorial on Friday night wasn't that hard kinda simple? hope the answers were correct though......
And actually last night... Lila ( pseudo name ) sms me say she break with her bf le =| so sad i always thought they were kinda loving.... i guess nothing is that permanent... sigh... Dun understand why some guys dun treasure what gals they have...
maybe losing someone is the only way to learn and realise how much u actually love someone when they are no longer around...
guess that is reality...gosh
*Listening to Play - I Must Not Chase the Boys *
Won't someone tell me what has happened to me
Why am I so misunderstood
Why can't they see?
Now I'm caught between the devil and the angel
That I used to be
They say I'll understand it all in good time
But age ain't nothin' but a number in my mind
I'm goin' crazy with this push me pull me
Caught between wrong and right
I wanna give in to the woman in me
I wanna be someone they don't want me to be
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase the boys
I started writing down my deepest secrets
Seven days a week of truth and fantasy
Got the feelin' that the way my life is
Got to be prepared for changes
Won't someone tell me what has happened to me
Why am I so misunderstood
Why can't they see?
Now I'm caught between the devil and the angel
That I used to be
I wanna give in to the woman in me
I wanna be someone they don't want me to be
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase
I wanna go left but they tell me go right
Don't wanna be the little girl they kissin' goodnight
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase the boys
They can try to make me write a thousand lies
But that won't ever change the way I feel inside
They've got their opinions but I just don't care
Cause that's not what I wanna hear
I, I must, I must not chase the boys
I, I must, I must not chase the boys
I must, I must, I must not, chase, the boys
I wanna give in to the woman in me
I wanna be someone they don't want me to be
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase
I wanna go left but they tell me go right
Don't wanna be the little girl they kissin' goodnight
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase
The boys
My weekend was not bad =)
I finish most of my school stuff but then again it's never ending..... i should be doing some revision right now... but ah lazy bones disease apparently has caught up with me =X think i caught it from someone LOL =X
And yeaP i realised i got free movie tickets to the village *weeeeeeeeeee.....*
heh heh Perfect ten rocks ma =P i think each time got whatever free movie tickets i just write in LOL =X... yah i am catching the movie with my long time old old pal Amelia =P bet she's damn happy been long since i met her =D Wanted to go with Ahem~ but haiz.. busy LOl so well next time i guess =X
So hmm... what else ah yah i finish Dawn's tutorial on Friday night wasn't that hard kinda simple? hope the answers were correct though......
And actually last night... Lila ( pseudo name ) sms me say she break with her bf le =| so sad i always thought they were kinda loving.... i guess nothing is that permanent... sigh... Dun understand why some guys dun treasure what gals they have...
maybe losing someone is the only way to learn and realise how much u actually love someone when they are no longer around...
guess that is reality...gosh
*Listening to Play - I Must Not Chase the Boys *
Won't someone tell me what has happened to me
Why am I so misunderstood
Why can't they see?
Now I'm caught between the devil and the angel
That I used to be
They say I'll understand it all in good time
But age ain't nothin' but a number in my mind
I'm goin' crazy with this push me pull me
Caught between wrong and right
I wanna give in to the woman in me
I wanna be someone they don't want me to be
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase the boys
I started writing down my deepest secrets
Seven days a week of truth and fantasy
Got the feelin' that the way my life is
Got to be prepared for changes
Won't someone tell me what has happened to me
Why am I so misunderstood
Why can't they see?
Now I'm caught between the devil and the angel
That I used to be
I wanna give in to the woman in me
I wanna be someone they don't want me to be
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase
I wanna go left but they tell me go right
Don't wanna be the little girl they kissin' goodnight
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase the boys
They can try to make me write a thousand lies
But that won't ever change the way I feel inside
They've got their opinions but I just don't care
Cause that's not what I wanna hear
I, I must, I must not chase the boys
I, I must, I must not chase the boys
I must, I must, I must not, chase, the boys
I wanna give in to the woman in me
I wanna be someone they don't want me to be
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase
I wanna go left but they tell me go right
Don't wanna be the little girl they kissin' goodnight
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase
The boys
6:13 PM
