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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

lol..... oh well wasted a tuesday playing maple story... dunno why also but anyway i hit level thirty le weee..... next time show u my new armour =D Void said i look like superwoman... -__-""" or something very bad cannot really recall.. zzz ALOCHOL -__-"

xie xie ah cos too gold le zzzz.. told you archer clothes quite ugly lol..... anyway played Maple till like very late or should i say early in the morning lol.....

OH NO.. bad NEWS..VERY BAD NEWS... SOMEONE SAID I WAS FATTER... diOnkz.... I was supposed to slim down by the end of this year omg.... so sad.... AND I THINK IT ALL ATTRIBUTES TO ALCOHOL... AND LATE NIGHT SNACKING.. and why the hell am i snacking in the wee hours of the morning when i am supposed to be sleeping??

BECAUSE MAPLE MAKES ME SLEEP AT TIMES... without chewing something i can just doze off shooting at the bloody mushrooms... -.-"""

AND the SOLE CAUSE OF FATNESS.....




SEE. i told u you my MUM was evil.. she keep buying this tiger biscuits I cannot resist.. even i told her dun buy le and i seem kinda addicted to it =(
I just had some this morning again... OMG...

by the way 4 biscuits = 110 calories... one mac vanilla ice cream cone = 150 calories... but still trust me once u start eating this u cannot stop at just 4... yes it is that addictive...

But.. luckily i got guilty and went for jogging this morning.. HA HA... I jogged 4 rounds as usual ( around 11km!! i think one round around 2.8km?) and total time spent was ard one and a half hour =PPppP.... HAHA

by the way was tuning in to Perfect Ten this morning... Daniel Ong was saying this Korean Guy call HA.. got into NBA.. irony right..... imagine... someone laughing.. HA ha ha.. then he reply.. Yeah U called me?? K K i know this is cold... but DAniel Ong is really superb with lame jokes.. i just love him =P

Oh well feel like skipping school man.. rather stay at home do report but guess i will go OH MAN =(

Can't wait for Ne yr eve... WEeeee

I AM GRUMPY.
10:26 AM

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Was checking my email to see if Alicia did post up the pictures we took on Christmas day itself.. but i think we all got the same "pig" disease.. lol slackers we rule =P

And then i saw it.. yup a e-mail card of Christmas from my first ex bf.. and my first reaction was:" oMG He is alive?" LOl just kidding.. surprised to see his email though thought he had extinct into another world or something =P anyway... talking about Christmas he made my 2002 christmas suck like hell lol...

Did i mention gers have very good memories especially for bad events that happened? LOl haa haa anyway i am no longer angry with him or anything... In fact kinda happy about well how things turn out in the end .. i am thinking he's married? hope he is with the ger bah that very sweet ger i think was his first gf... call... cannot recall name lolz.. i am getting old X__x

Anyway.. dunno i dun like to be alone at home sometimes.. it gets me thinking about a lot of weird stuffs... they just come naturally.. lol

Heh heh I cannot wait for my new yr eve.. though i haven really plan to go where yet but i think it will be fun LOL =X

Erm there is supposed to be some sale on Boxing day geesh X__x how i wish i was working.. lol and you know what Irene had the same thought with me when we walked past Some shopping place in Takashimaya Forvever 21 Sometimes it would be really good if we were officially working le i guess we can shop till we really drop...

=X I wish i can be forever 21 X__x LOL

I wish i can faster grad, faster work save money, shop, go club on wed.. LOl... my thoughts are so messed up right now.... and they say alcohol makes you clever.. tsk tsk

I AM GRUMPY.
8:31 PM

Weren't you the one that said, that you don't want me anymore.
And how you need your space, and give the keys back to your door.
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me.
But still you said that love was gone, and that I had to leave.

Now you, talkin bout a family
Now you, sayin I complete your dream
Now you, sayin I'm your everything

You confusin me
What you say to me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.

Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me

What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back

I remember when I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you Til 3 o'clock in the morn
And when you came home, you'd always have some sorry excuse.
And explainin to me, like I'm just some kinda fool
I sacrifice the things I want to and do things for you
But when it's time to do for me, you never come through

Now you, wanna be a bond of me (eyyy)
Now you, have so much to say to me (heyy)
Now you, wanna make time for me
What you do to me.

You confusin me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.

Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back

I remember when I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you Til 3 o'clock in the morn
Night after night
Knowin sumthing goin on
Wasn't home before me
You was,you was gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me.

Never thought you'd be the one that would deceived me.
And never do wha u was supposed to do
No need to post me fool, cause I'm ova you
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.

Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.

Gotta stop tryin, to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
It's called Karma baby.
And it goes around.

What goes around, comes around,
What goes up, must comes down,
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me


I must say gers have evil hearts at times X___x

I AM GRUMPY.
7:34 PM

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I'll walk alone

Ah-ah.. Ah-ah.. Ah-ah.. Ah-ah.. Ah-ah.. Ah-ah.. Ah-ah..

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I'll walk alone

Ah-ah.. Ah-ah.. Ah-ah.. Ah-ah.. Ah-ah.. Ah-ah..
I walk alone and I walk a-

I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a-

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I'll walk alone

I AM GRUMPY.
7:25 PM

Saturday, December 25, 2004

lol.. had a fun time on Friday night... actually i had half a day of lessons that day... and hmm i guess everyone's mood was sort of in a lighter tone.. cos Christmas Eve ma =P and Miss L is so sweet .. she gave us each a candy cane as a present for Christmas heh heh She is so nice....=D

heh heh had a very very nice meal at the Cafe cartel... was sitting at the seats outside and the lightings were kinda nice!! got candle =D~ suddenly i felt kind of dreamy eating my fish and chips outside Plaza Singapura... I just felt happy =PpPPpP It is kinda hard to describe the nice feeling =)What a nice Xmas Meal! Even though it was ridden with calories.. I guess the atmosphere and company made me feel ^^

Well.. weets had a fun night i went to DBL O .. was supposed to go Zouk but the happy hour tickets were out means no more 25 bucks but instead u had to pay 38 bucks yikes so expensive... so i ended up in DBL O Ladies at 25 while guys at 35 at least slightly cheaper yah =/

Best thing was met my jc friend there.. actually she was my friend's friend but we sort of got talk to each other before heh heh was thinking was it her until she came over and say Hi to me... heng i did not mistake her for a wrong person =P her bf quite tall and yandao lol... She is in SIM i think..

Hmm then well the songs some were pretty nice and i danced with my friend...then oh well met some very naughty people.. lol shall not elaborate any further X___x

And was told to go home at ard two twenty or so.. =\ cannot play anymore >.<
Hmm... did not drink that much so was quite awake when i went home.. but i was pretty tired...

WHAT A NICE XMAS CELEBRATION EXCLUDING THE THOUGHTS OF FATS ACCUMULATING.

Well.. as for today went to A's House to celebrate Xmas we had a small pot luck but basically was ta bao food lol from coffee shops.. i chip in the snacks ard 7 bucks.. and wanted to buy a spaghetti top at baleno.. 7 bucks nia but somehow could not bear to part with my money getting quite broke X__x...

maybe i eat very little food during school times think i can save more money X__x
i hope they dun deduct my school fees so soon ha ha -____-""

had another sinful round of food haha sure fat le zzz... wish i dun have to eat at times whaahahaha -_-" stil dunno how gers can become anorexic.. just too power beyond words le..

And TO EVERYPONE MERRY XMAS MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.... (mine is to be slimmer wahahahha)

I AM GRUMPY.
8:14 PM

Thursday, December 23, 2004

hmmzzz. dunno leh i just dun feel very like myself today.. weird thoughts been flying through my head wonder is it because of the Long Island Tea i drank last night =P ...

heh heh Yesterday.. i wanted to shop for an Xmas gift but it was so unsuccessful.. =( the black bag i wanted to have was actually sold out i am so dissapointed.. And in Mango...with 50% off... The shop actually closed.... And when i went to Lot One with Mr Cool the tickets of Hustle Kung FU were sold out... LOL Can I BE MORE SUAY THAN THIS??!!

But Carrie made my day i manage to get through to perfect ten and dedicate songs to my friends lol..... ^^

But anyway managed to go catch Kung Fu Hustle today was so sleepy lol... the show was okay but i guess Meet The fockers would be nicer? lol.. pretty lame shows recently...

And Xmas day is coming soon haiz have to travel all the way to Bedok Reservoir for pot luck on Sat.. dionkz feel so lazy why cant they meet up at central i have to travel freaking two hrs zzzz

My teacher almost shifted my morning class on Thurs to another day but since there were no available slots she cannot shift ... HAIZ so SUAY... if not every Wed can go club le X____x Now hopes dashed.. haa ha and lately haven ben studying a lot.. geesh just hope Xmas over le i get down to serious school work =/

And yah i think i grew fat again oh my god.... Christmas still must eat so much dunno how to die this Christmas man... zzzzz

I AM GRUMPY.
8:53 PM

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

How many full time optometry lecturers are there in W125 level? You should know....okay...Haha!
Selected Answer: 9

Correct Answer: 9

Feedback: Great! I can now say you know everything about Optometry Centre! Keep up the good work.

Hope you had good practice! Be prepared for challenging questions from next chapter onwards.

Best wishes to you all :)


Lol.. this was one of the questions for my online quiz.. for my modules... Ekks the lecturers are kinda cute sia LOL....

Yay i still love my poly even though i have to go school on Xmas eve
and even though my chinese new year holidays fall on my term break.. meaning we miss out on two days of holidays... and even though Mr R a bit tiki =X
I tihnk i am lucky to be in this course heh heh =D and best of all i got such cute classmates and lecturers =X

I AM GRUMPY.
1:04 AM

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

lol.... Its ten pm le.. time flies X___x

I didn't had such a great day at school.. BAD DAY!! BAD DAY!! BAD DAY!! =|
My practical was kinda messed up today.. actually Mrs AY was quite encouraging maybe she had changed for the better? =P

My sis used to say she goes law by law quite strict but i find her kinda nice quite okie too.. maybe she scared she kena tio students complain again.. lol

sometimes i see her smile until like quite "mian qiang" .. and she nod her head slightly.. heard that she was quite bias in teaching but it's kinda true sometimes.. she speak nicely to certain students and somehow hate certain students =X it all shows !!! 0.0""

Anyway my practical sucks today Cos my classmate Mel had really sensitive eyes but i am kinda glad i got her as a patient cos well at least i got a difficult case..

will try in future to get the RGP lens out of her eyes and get Mr R to sign heh heh.. i guess it is not impossible.. but i asked Mel and she say even third yr students checking her eye in clinic that time needed assistance from the teachers ( clinicians) to get the lens out!!! -__________________________-

I guess my face looked kinda sad and disappointed? Mr R keep asking me not to worry about the signature thingy signz =( and then while debriefing he thought i was talking behind his back =S.. duhz please lor.... is my skill lousy ma never blame u leh -_-"

Heh heh anyway i am feeling Okie la maybe was a bit discouraged at first but i think i am not that bad leh i managed to get the rgp lens out of Hao Na's eyes quite quickly =/

I hope i dun get into Mr R's black list again.. LOL i wasn't in his black list before la.. but he knows i kinda dislike him in yr one LOL!! LONG STORY =X

Ehs... and hor sadded... i think we need to purchase a hundred plus book.. wanted to photocopy but they say the pictures need to be colored... my senior also got buy X__x dionkz rich boy boy everything also buy zzzz....

Dare not tell my sis and mum... abt the book money.. maybe i go dig my piggy bank until got one hole bah.. maybe worst come to worst i go work on weekends X___x zzZZzzzzZZzz...





I AM GRUMPY.
10:06 PM

Sunday, December 19, 2004

hmm.. i was browsing through friendster and i realised... some of my classmates who have been attached for very long periods of times.. and were that loving when i last saw them had broke up....

i dunno how to say this but i guess its kinda sad =(...
Life is just so >.< at times

If i had a chance to be a cupid i wish that there would be some potion i can dip my arrows in and shoot the couple with the magic arrow and make the couple that once feel in love never forget how they fell in love and they would remain sweet and loving forever....

Well.. it's Christmas soon let me get a bit kiddish and dreamy okie =X

Or is it the society now people live in the moment that's all?
But surely there is something meaningful in a long term forever relationship then from hopping from one person to the next right...

X__x bleah i still believe there is love that would last forever....

All we need is a little time
a little patience
a little care
a little tolerance
and plenty of love to get a relationship working

=|

Guess all the best to couples who are together now...And guys remember to love her and dun try to analyse and understand her too much cos gers are really hard to understand at times....

and gers i guess guys just need more understanding from u yah...besides life is already stressful enough who needs another gf that is like a pressure cooker always X__x

I AM GRUMPY.
7:00 PM

Saturday steppin into the Club
The music made me wanna tell the DJ Turn it Up
I feel the Energy All around
And my body cant Stop movin to the sound
But..I cant tell that your watchin me
And your probably gonna write what you didnt see
Well I just need a little Space to Breath
Can you please Respect my Privacy


Why cant you just let me do
The things I wanna do
I just wanna be Me
I dont Understand Why
Would you wanna Bring me down
When I'm only having Fun
I'm gonna live my life
(But Not the Way that you want me to)


I'm tired of Rumors Started
I'm sick of bein' Followed
I'm tired of people Lyin
Sayin what they want about me
Why cant they Back up off me
Why cant they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is


Here we are Back up in the Club
People Takin Pictures Dont you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the Floor
And Throw my hands up in the air to the Beat like..
(whaaattt)
I gotta say respectfully
I would love it If you took the Cameras off of me
Cuz I just Need a Little Room to Breath
Can you please Respect My Privacy


Why cant you just let me do
The things I wanna do
I just wanna be Me
I dont Understand Why
Would you wanna Bring me down
When I'm only having Fun
I'm gonna live my life
( But Not the Way that you want me to)



I'm tired of Rumors Started
I'm sick of bein' Followed
I'm tired of people Lyin
Sayin what they want about me
Why cant they Back up off me
Why cant they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is


I just Need to Free My Mind
(My Mind)
Just wanna dance and have a good Time
(Good Time)


I'm tired of Rumors ( Rumors )
Followed (Followed Followed Followed Followed)
Followed But they Followed Me
Why cant they (They They They They They They )
Let me Live (Live)
Take this for Just What it Is


I'm tired of Rumors Started
I'm sick of bein' Followed
I'm tired of people Lyin
Sayin what they want about me
Why cant they Back up off me
Why cant they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is..



I'm tired of Rumors Started
I'm sick of bein' Followed
I'm tired of people Lyin
Sayin what they want about me
Why cant they Back up off me
Why cant they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is..

I AM GRUMPY.
10:24 AM

heh.. i thought i would stay at home and rot on Saturday but... I went out la la la

Was kinda fun.. Wanted to find new shoes but was kinda unsuccessful... =/ My nice black sandals with the shimmers are kinda spoilt =|

And went to the foodcourt at the hmmm...underground passway there outside TANgs there... Wow.. the food there seems great and there were some gers celebrating a birthday at the table next to us...

I had yong tau foo =X and dumped some of the food to my friend =P haa haa I am still fat leh dunno when then can have slim legs =(

Then i went CHina Black weee.... Felt a bit sian at first maybe cos bad hair day? haa haa But the music was great man... Especially some dance music had Kylie and several popular dance mixes..... then the Black songs were the greatest...
Lol.. did not want to stop dancing =|

But was forced to go home at ard three =( and had some vanilla cone and french fries before I finally made my way home.....

I was quite bad at Cai Quan Ytd night... kept losing = kept drinking = kept going toilet LOL..... but anyway did not get drunk la had less drinks than before..

And on the way back bought hot tea to keep myself warm =PPPpPPpPp

*Muacks~!!!*

by the way i am still stuck at Level 28 in Maplestory HaiZ X___x

Here are some Pictures lolz... I am such a Kiddo -___-""

Aiyeh the Metal Pigs area kinda scary




Heh Heh I forced deadlikeme to take a pic with me...




An lastly i couldn't help but take a picture of the yandao Thief instructor lol...




.... i had biscuits again before i slept weee.. fatness =P heh heh i dunno how to become slim at this rate dun ask me also -__________-""


I AM GRUMPY.
9:34 AM

Saturday, December 18, 2004









Sagittarius - Your Love Profile


Your positive traits:



Your playful nature brings out the happy inner-child in dates

You're willing to take risks in love... and reap the rewards

You've got a killer sense of humor that gets talking with any hottie you meet



Your negative traits:



Sometimes your sarcasm comes off as biting and abrasive

You can be brutally honest, tactless, and truthful even when it hurts

You're such a free spirit that you find it hard to commit to one person



Your ideal partner:



Someone high energy who will pick up and out with you whenever

Is creative and fun - thinking of new adventures for the two of you

Is bold... and not afraid to tell you "I love you" early on



Your dating style:



Unpredictable. You never know how the night is going to end up.



Your seduction style:



Daring. You're always pushing to try something new in the bedroom.

Full of imagination. You've always got a new fantasy you're dying to try.

Spritually driven. Sex for you can be an other-worldy act.



Tips for the future:



Realize that while freedom is great - sometimes a stable relationship is better.

It's not all about you. Focus on your parnter's needs every once and a while.

Make up your mind about your parnter, and stick to it. Your fickle will ruin things otherwise.



Best place to meet someone online:



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Best color to attract mate: Purple



Best day for a date: Thursday



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... heh heh




You Are From Venus



You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious.
A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host.
You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all.
Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform.
Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it.



What Planet Are You From?



... Lol i am procrastinating my school work....

You are 87% Sagittarius





How much do you match your zodiac sign?



... woo addicting... lol... anyway it is raining cats and dogs now ^^ cooling weather..

I AM GRUMPY.
1:48 PM

Innocent Beauty
A:

Your Beauty lies
in Innocence. Pure, sweet and child-like. You most
likely look far younger than
you are and your smile would brighten up anyone's
day. Seen as naive and
sheltered, you can be ignorant at times, but for
the most part, it's simply your
reputation preceding you. You are most likely
rather aware of the realities of
life. You are extremely good natured and
trustworthy. By the same token, you are
a bit too trusting. Be careful, few are as honest
and open as you. You might
seem girlish still with a love of dresses, ponies,
and things most might deem
you "too old for". But this doesn't
bother you. You enjoy your youth and are
going to make it last. After all you are only as
old as you feel.



Some Things
That Represent You:



Element:
Light, Wind Animal: Kitten Color:
White, Pink, Pastels Song:
Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney
Expression: Innocent Smile



Gemstone:
Diamond Mythological Creature: Unicorn
Planet:
Moon Hair Color: White Eye Color:
Silver



Quote: "A
stranger is just a friend you haven't met
yet."




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I AM GRUMPY.
1:20 PM

Weee.... I had such a fun time today.. Lolz.. there was school as Usual but after school... it was time to party!!

Lol.. we went out to have dinner at KFCs.. after hopping from Mac DOnalds.. to Burger King.. FOod COurt but in the end we stuck with KFC.. cos burger king cheesesticks had run out and so had the drinks X__x Kinda pathetic yah?

Heh Heh.. I was kinda hungry by the time we finally settled down to eat... We had been walking round in rounds unable to make a choice in what to eat... lol...

And You know how SUntec is so many food choices.. luckily all of us well not all but most of us were kinda broke so we decide to settle on something cheap =P

We were kinda crapping around and sweet AL treated us to yummy and SINFUL ice Cream =X Cuppucino flavour..... man you all should try this...

anyway i fat le X__x LOL
I think my new aim is to have slim legs like our teacher D. She got such nice slim legs sia.. i was like practically observing her legs when she was teaching in class lol...

Well.. we were pretty crazy over Swee TIng's CAmera and we took a number of pictures.. well i wasn't that Crazy .. but my friends were narccistic =X so bo bian had to take some pics X__x

heh heh we took this picture during our one and a half hr break






supposed to be an hour nia.. But Miss L as usual teach super fast and easy to understand lectures heh heh Love her to bits man =X so we were let off to break kinda early...


Another crazy Pic yay!! One photo with the Bday ger =D




SO many hands.. lol "Ling Yi XIan Xiang"


Then we were at Suntec =D~




Eeeee... i look terrible in pictures >.<


And lastly at the nice Koi Pond heh heh =D




Beisde me is the Nice Swee Ting who lend use her very nice camera to take beautiful pictures of us heh heh 3.2 Mega pixels leh mai play play...

And then Jovina My very nice nice nice nice friend and class rep Love her =D and Jia foong =P always coming up with crappy jokes making me laugh so much....

Hey you know if you can see me in the picture wearing huge triangle pink earrings... that pair of pinky earrings was given by Bev =P She is so sweet =D

Hee... wat a day =D

SO Fat SO FUN SO SInful ^^V!

I AM GRUMPY.
1:44 AM

Friday, December 17, 2004

So.. i have to avoid...

1) tea...
2) biscuits...
3) sweets....
4) bread....
5) ice cream...

and all the starchy stuff.. maybe i can just survive on air? X__x

I AM GRUMPY.
8:32 AM

yes.. i have grown fat.. fatter and fatter.... i ate some biscuits for breakfast again.. >.< I am suppose to fast LOL... how is that ever possible ? =(

And i have to go eat kFC today omG eat so much =|

And why i am so concerned about my fatness cos... in today's society woman are being pressurised to stay slim... yah all the ladies are vigourously nodding their heads now cos we know it is the truth. The bloody freaking truth.....

Okie take a look at the magazine... if you are not slim how the hell are you supposed to squeeze into the tiny cute top you saw in the magazine.. yes life is very unfair especially for gers..

How come God made guys with such high metabolism that they dun seem to get fat no matter what they eat...Life is so freaking UNFAIR...

i dun want to go jogging these days maybe cos i am still kinda unmotivated and i dun want to bounce back to being such a fat pig once i stop exercising that's like... worst than seeing Juon in front of me... er okie bad comparison... Maybe it is worst than seeing Daniel Ong get married.. lol

Okie... he just popped into my mind... I saw him at Funan It mall that Wednesday for a certain event.. But the main point is i got his autograph... I did not want to take a picture was too shy >.< ...And Jamie yeo Is so skinny....

Oh yah Talking about exercising i dun want to jog so much and i walk only cos i want my body to get used to the habits i have like.. eating and eating but metabolism still there and can stay slim with some walking...i dun want to end up like a ball once i stop exercising that much...... I wonder will my body co-operate with me on this plan....heh heh but so far.... okie i am still fat

but maybe fat is good... people see me they get freaked out and they run away and i dun have to worry about how to reject people =D WAAHAHAA Joking la.. no one chase X__x How to reject..

Anyway i still want to lose 4kg X__x

I AM GRUMPY.
8:13 AM

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Maybe durians are evil too X__x... And i had just eaten some omg...

Thailand slaps health warning on excessive durian consumption



Consumers are advised the consumption of no more than two segments of durian a day.


BANGKOK: -- To many foreigners, durians are considered something of a liability simply because of their pungent smell, but Thailand's Ministry of Public Health issued a warning against excessive durian consumption because of its high calorific content.

The move comes after the death of a Singburi civil servant on Tuesday who died, literally, of a surfeit of durians, having eaten four in close succession.

While urging the public not to become too fearful of the effects of durian consumption, Ministry of Public Health spokeswoman Nittaya Chanrueng warned on Wednesday that certain groups of people had to exercise caution when eating the fruit.

Nittaya conceded that durians were nutritious, tasty and sweet, but warned that this came at a price - a high calorific value.

"Nutritional analysis of durians by the Nutrition Division of the Department of Health shows that different species of durian have different energy values", she said, adding that this ranged from 181 calories per 100
grammes for long-stemmed durians to 129 calories for kradum durians.

In the case of candied durian, the calorific value rose as high as 340 calories.

This meant that a 2-kilogramme mon thong durian - one of the most popular varieties - with a peeled weight of around 600 grammes would give a total of around 978 calories.

Eating four of these, in other words, would give an instant energy burst of 4,000 calories, twice the daily requirement for the average person.

The ministry spokeswoman advised the consumption of no more than two segments of durian a day.

"People who are already overweight or obese, together with people with high blood pressure, heart conditions and diabetes, should eat durians in limitation and with caution", she said.

She added that even people without such conditions should exercise after eating durian in order to burn off the excess energy.

She also urged the public to follow the traditional practices of eating durians, the 'king' of fruit, with mangosteens, the 'queen' of fruit, as the latter fruit helped prevent stomach aches after the consumption of
durians.

I AM GRUMPY.
7:31 PM

Heh heh.. i Love my class gers they are so sweet =D... they bought me a necklace from taka ^^..

I was kinda touched and as they sang the birthday song upon my practical group entering the already dismissed class...

i was still blurred... i then realised they were singing it for me =P heh heh and after that they gave AL her Bday present too.. heez i feel so lucky =D

Actually wanted to take a few pics.. but my camera no batt le =X too bad lol....

heh.. anyway....here are some pictures =P

Hee.. I Stole this donkey from a very sweet guy =D the picture is a bit blurred >.< Bear with my blurry camera ...





ThiS rose was by the same guy =P wahahahaha and yah It is on a coffee table at Coffee bean and we were nuaing on the very cosy sofas... heh heh So comfy




And a Cute Key Chain..... from naruto i forget his name.. I think It is SHikaMaru.. He's an Extremely intelligent guy yet pretty lazy and loves to watch the clouds float pass =X





And Naruto!!~~ he is on a MaC donaLd's table at Suntec city heh heh =P





Lol... do i give you the impression someone has been treating me quite well these days? =P No comments =X

Oh And mY dad Bought these Yummy foOd on My birthday heh heh....

A yummy Blueberry cake =D~~




Then a strawberry flavoured one....





And some yummy floss roll heh heh there were some fried chicken but the camera sucks did not manage to catch a good pic >.<




LOl.. i am still such a sinful eater... and tomolo got to go Eat kfc with my poly mates LOL.. FATNESS X__x

I AM GRUMPY.
5:28 PM

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

hehs Hehs...

I think i have a few new yr resolutions.. but dunno i can fulfill them a not just try my best bah =|

1) Lose 4 kg!!?? (my weight always bounce back to 47kg dun ask me why )
2) Avoid eating sweets, tea ( at home), biscuits (tiger brand ) =/ and bread
3) Exercise!!??!! ( I am so Freaking lazy these days)
4) treat my friends better =D
5) dun say dumb things and make pple sad or =/..... >.<

Basically all this bah will add to it when more come to my mind..

I AM GRUMPY.
9:00 AM

eeks i ate a lot so fat.... maybe i should have an extreme plan.. dun eat forever? ha haa -_- as if that can happen -__-""" still dun understand how some gers can become anorexic... power =|

I am so bleah.. maybe i should just worry abt slimming down and my studies first...
=/dunno when then i can be slim =( eat too much junk food lately.. so sad....

I AM GRUMPY.
3:17 AM

Monday, December 13, 2004

aiks..
Playing trance music now.. it sounds moody bleah

maybe it is because it is Monday >.<
I dun feel so hype about anything either...
Feel so dready...

I wish i can just go somewhere far...
I want to go travel somewhere and look at the stars..
ha ha just get away from the horrid modules lol....
Okie i am exaggerating...

maybe i am just too playful?
I dunno maybe too lazy bah =/

i am already missing the night at DBL O on Saturday....
It was so long since i felt so happy so nice.. =(

Haiz why cannot school just start later lol...
And my dumb eyelid is jumping again zzz....

I dun wan drift through life....
not knowing where i am heading to...
but i guess we keep on going in life becos of the unknown pathway...
You never know what is going to happen next...
Everything is just that unpredictable....

B was so sweet today... she gave me a pair of pink colored triangle earrings.. though it looks a bit hmm weird on me i guess it should be okie with the right clothes? =D

This is where you saw my naked soul in janeiro....

I AM GRUMPY.
10:52 PM

=(
this is depressing... i think i am like 47kg now.. X__x

Dionkz stop asking me to eat le xie xie.... now i am turning pink and a red ribbon is appearing on my head... Omg school starts so fast =(

MOnday Blues... I have grown fat and my mum keep asking me to eat again OMG.. so evil..

Everything seems to be in a swirly mess... i hate being at home... if i lived alone i confirm cannot grow so fat one... all my evil mum's fault...

LOL... X_x geesh.. i think i have to quit playing MS soon.. besides it is getting kinda meaningles.. level and level then??? mesos and mesos... Like a bit waste time..

i haven start school and i knew it is going to be a busy term as usual.. X__x
How Howwwww =~~(

X__x Maybe i should devote my time more to studies once school starts.. haa haa funny right we always say the same things then in the end the opposite happens =X

eee.. school sucks....

I wonder if there is a way to stop myself from eating... X__X tape my mouth? =D

I AM GRUMPY.
10:55 AM

Sunday, December 12, 2004

hMm..
It was already reaching noon when i opened my eyes. >.<
Since wednesday i had been out of house.. guess I was trying to have a "last min" fun of everything before school officially opens tomorrow..

I treated my friends to sushi Buffet on Thursday( as a post Birthday celebration)...the buffet at UOB plaza is till 9pm =P~ Everything was supposed to be kinda nice.. the food wasn't that bad.. but i guess the table kinda ruined it.. we were sitting by the side table.. no big table for us =( A bit difficult for our conversations to get through..

SX looks much better than last time when she was anorexic... she looks much prettier... and as usual.. she ask me how my love life was... girls.. X__x...
Ha ha... Of course she knew about WW.... and i told her that things were kinda finish between the two of us.. maybe saying " I am too nice for him" is quite a lame reason...Maybe he just had no feelings for me in the end.. Guess i am not that loveable.. haa haa =|

Erm.... I went around gai gai on Friday....and i actually got the naruto Keychain Weee!!! so lucky =PpppPppp But i made someone a bit disappointed X___x sorry!!

I had a fun time... netherless... Oh yah I had super nice chocolates... with alcohol in them.. MMmm =D~~ The one with XO inside is so nice =D~~~ if not for my playful friend i wouldn't have tried it =P

Then.. Hmm wanted to pull my friend along to the chalet.. but i guess wrong time.. should be on Saturday.. drag him over when we all having BBQ.

My Primary school friends were kinda cute as usual... Oh.. YH changed quite a lot.. became a bit more yandao >.<... was thinking who he was then after they call him Yuan Hao then i realised lol... X__x

The bbq was fun.. had a fun time chatting with my classmates =D and joking teasing =PpPP i never had that much fun at a bbq since dunno when le so glad i drag my lazy butt over to the chalet....

Heh heh.. at night.. i went DBL O for the first time... the last time i went there was like.. on a Tuesday not much things going ard just basically went in then out.. there was no cover charge .. no dance floor that night lol...

Yesterday night... I drank quite a lot but i wasn't drunk weee!! i think i drank quite a bit... haa ha so glad i was not a pukey Wendy last night X__x

I has so much fun last night.. OMg... I think I was a bit crazy last night could not really stop dancing with my friend.. haa haa the songs were not bad as time passed deeper into the night.... I recall some nice songs.. by Kellis.. Milkshake... and a lot of nice black songs =D

What a great night =X

I AM GRUMPY.
11:55 AM

Thursday, December 09, 2004

LOLz...
This is Terrible...shall i spell it out just for you? T E R R I B L E..
Ha ha...I went to Zouk again..

last night.. yes i am so sinful.. and no i am not addicted to clubbing.. i just wana go there have some fun before my school start again =( Yupz start next week le quite sad LOL

Erm... reach there quite early which was nice cos the queue was kinda short... and guess what sitting at the table with my friend i saw this quite unique shirt on a guy so i was observing it until my junior look at me and i look at him X___x

ALAMAK.. so pai seh.. i was like eh.. it's you? haa haa quite conincidental ah.. he always go chiong one so playful -____-"" Think he is quite into black songs too.. always go pHuture X__x and chinablack but most importantly It was Wednesday.. can see A lot of Mei Nu =D~~~ Ladies night wahahahaa

Then my friend's friend came.. omg.. they a bit drink until seh.. or maybe not... but i was still awake okie.. i remember they all so playful... guys dance sexy with guys.. LOlz.. i was like pointing at them saying..GAYs.. wahahahahaa

Oh and.. 0.o I think that rich but too full of himself guy was there too.. haa haa Wednseday i guess many people go chiong bah.. -______- He said he was with a big group of gers.. lolz.. not shocking..


Where there is cheese
There are rats
Wherever there are rats
There are cats
Wherever there are cats
There are dogs
If you got the dogs.. you got bitches..
bitches always out to put their paws on your riches...

bitches always out to put their paws on your riches
..
Just happen to think about this song whoops lol... So glad i am not one of them. whahahaha.. cos a jerk is always a jerk =x i still remember he told me how many gers are always after his money.. wahahaha.

Oh man.. last night the songs was great =) even some of the retro songs at Zouk were pretty nice =PpPPp maybe i am getting old lol >.<

Oh.. it was pretty fun had a lot of fun dancing with my friend.. and maybe there was this stranger quite interested in him? LOl.... =P Nice night ^^ Maybe they just couldn't take their eyes off us yah LOL =D

I AM GRUMPY.
8:27 AM

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Chamomile Tea
Chamomile Tea...
You are Chamomile Tea.
Your an original! Helpful to anyone in need and
always willing to lend a hand, you take action
but not through violence, people listen to you
for you have a knack for giving wonderful
advice! Many look up to you and you try your
best not to let them down. You have many
friends steadfast or no who consider themselves
lucky to be near you. You may have been hurt in
the past but you dont let that stand in your
way! You have a wonderful outlook on life and
try to see the good in people which is an
awesome gift!


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I AM GRUMPY.
1:32 PM

Oh wow.. heh heh i had a great saturday =P
I haven sleep yet well.. unless you count the time i fell asleep on the beach less than one hour?

Yeap... I went to Zouk Out... =PpPPpPPpPp Envy mah? wahahahaha told you people not to stay at home and maple story all the time le... I had such fun time oggling at the babes and hunks? I guess there were more babes.. I was totally knocked out by the beautiful sight there... =D~~

Sentosa is kinda beautiful... =D the colorful fountain at the reception area for Sentosa is so pretty.. kinda romantic too.. and the serenic view of the sea from the monorail made me feel so at peace and romantisized ( if there is such a word )...

The night was young and i was playful? LOL =X
They separated the beach into three locations each area with one kind of genre of song.... I know the A( trance , dance) and C ( mambo jumbo...) had great songs... I spent most of the time at these two spots with my friend.. =D

i like dancing =D... and while we rested.. i spotted two gers kissing.. lol i am not so sure were they lesbians.. but i dun think so la.. apparently they got too high from the songs? and drinks i guess..a guy friend of theirs separated the two kissing gers =X Guess he kinda freaked out a while...

I fell asleep for a while on the grass while trying to wait for Paul's performance.. at 4am leh X___x... lol and the dj before that played a few great songs before he handed the spinning to Paul Van Dyke =ppPpPp

I had such great fun... haha guess it is quite worthwhile to be dragged out on Saturdays =D and yah i have to say Thanks to my friend for making this Saturday so fun for me =D

I AM GRUMPY.
8:05 AM

Thursday, December 02, 2004

谈恋爱 - 刘仲仪 - 青年劫

词:林夕曲:冯翰铭



如果给你只有那么多

你会不会反而爱上我

如果对你爱得太多

会不会让自己更寂寞



要是对你什么都不说

你有没有耐性等待我

爱情这个游戏什么都不做

就不会错



拥抱别人有多么好过

被人拥抱是否更快活

选择无声无息保持沉默

还是宁愿爱了再说

可能我们

大概我们

还没真的准备好怎么承受难过

找到爱你的原因

而不想看到了结果



两个人一天到晚谈恋爱

可是谁了解什么才是爱

如果把一切说明白

游戏就不精彩

感动的心就会停摆

每个人只想好好谈恋爱

有没有想象两个人的未来

我期待而忘了现在

现在的你何时离开

现在我有多喜欢你留给你猜



现在的我在预支未来



heh heh.. i wholesale copy these lyrics from Kai Lun's blog.. it sounds sad but true kinda things bout life...I know you may have already stopped reading my blog... but maybe that is what you felt but yet canot really express it to me yah? =but anyway... oh well nvm... the past is the past haa haa X___x

I AM GRUMPY.
10:00 AM

good Morning~!!!!

ha ha yah I am awake!!! I am supposed to go jogging with someone but i cannot make it lah... i could not possibly go jog at 6.30am when i am home around 4am plus yah =/

yah.. i went clubbing.. OMG... MEI LING NI BIAN LE... haa haa these may what my friends will say my old secondary school click may have said if they caught me at zouk last night...

I had a lot of fun :D Basically the music was great and there were so many pretty gers for me to drool at i was practically flooding the dance floor...

i still like Phuture better.. they play such cool Black songs...I can still recall what songs they play last night okie... there was Blu cantell - Breathe... Beyoncez -So crazy In love......

wahahhaa Black eye Peas... heh heh i was awake Okie!! I did not get drunk =P

And before that i caught a very long and draggy show >.< Alexander... omg... It was like three hr plus the show?

In the end my friend and i were so stoned by the 3-hr long show... we left before the show really ended.... anyway it was so late le... 11 plus the show started at 8.30pm.. ZzzzZzz.. okie okie i admit i am a PIG.. there were some scenes.. where i fell asleep =X

Oh man.. mum just nagged again.. this time she say:" bu yao luan luan cai ren la"
Me:"......." (Seriously I cannot be bothered to reply... parents dun understand the fun of going out and have fun and coming home later at night... all they can think of is late come home = u become bad ger)

Sometimes being a guy does have more advantages lor... i dun my parents would be that strict if i was a guy.. I am 21 le >.< omg...

and.. the same creative talent company approach me.. haa haa some modelling stuff.. but seriously there are many more pretty gers out there... i guess i have the gullible face? X____x

Omg... I play so much these days =X

I AM GRUMPY.
9:25 AM





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