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Saturday, October 29, 2005

Yay finally went to the newly renovated Zouk today =P

As usual the crowd there is super good in Phuture and the songs were great =D shared a jug of whiskey Coke with Yandao =P and breathe in quite a lot of smokey air as usual lol....

I guess the main difference between the old and new Zouk is that the washrooms look better now? haha and the basin is outside both the female and male washrooms which is... I dunno pretty weird? X__X so now people cannot wash their hands straight after coming out of the cubicle diao =|

Yah they shifted the bar counter in Phuture haha and I really cannot recall its original position until Yandao reminded me... was kinda fun to talk to yandao today =PpPPp blabbered a lot of rubbish haha hope he won't finding me too noisy X__X

Ha Ha Saw many pretty slim girls out there and cannot stop envying their slim bodies haha I am obsessed with girls =D

Poor Yandao sort of pullled his arm again =/ I think I sort of caused it? =( Hope everything goes well for him and his arm tommorrow

and nooooooooo I dun want school to start so soon lol =|

and pple ask me why I call my bf yandao in my blog?

Because the first time i saw him I really think he is yandao ma ^^

I AM GRUMPY.
2:40 AM

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

X__x

NUOO finally ended =P

heh heh had quite a few interesting talks by different doctors and most importantly Nathan Efron who actually wrote the Contact lens complication book was here to give talks as well he flew in all the way from UK u know =X

Actually to attend this kind of meeting you have to pay like 60 bucks =| but for us optometry students its free =D whaahaaha.. best part is we had super yummy lunches for both days and very nice tea breaks too =P

^^ and I like my cute classmates haha they never fail to delight me with their crappy jokes and joyous laughter =D and I starting to sound pscyhotic lol...

Too bad I cannot join them for the gala dinner tonight heh =P giving my dad a treat cos its his BIRTHDAY +D yeappie... pizza time lol... geesh been eating so much these days no wonder I am fat as furball haha

Wanted to try the slimming pills my friend bought hmm.. but it is 90 bucks plus a bottle haha wonder if I should go ahead and purchase it z___z

i KNOW THE HEALTHY way is to exercise but I have been getting less and less motivated.. lol but sometimes when I think about it I really want to lose weight lol

My dream is to have slim thighs thin waist and no flabby arms +D..

waaa
when then will come true haha =X

and was pretty glad my old pal gave me a ring at home yesterday lol... we really talked a lot... was one of the best talks ever since a long time =) very glad we haven lost that friend feeling and I know we will be friends for life. heh no need to say more. this kind of friend when u have them u know it =P..

I am really glad to know she has been dating this guy and I hope everything goes well for her =P cannot wait to attend her wedding one day.. and when the time comes hopefully she and me all married le then we can become rich tais tais and go shop together hahahahahahaha =D


oh well okie I know dreams are fun X__x and i got a little carried away... so I dun think I am so lucky be rich tai tai la but think when the time comes really hope there will be days where I can shop and talk about our lives with kids and husbands LOL..

SIAO WENDY X__X

yah I agree too much mapling makes one think hay wired stuff...

think so much later Jia bu chu qu -__-" hahahaha

I AM GRUMPY.
5:40 PM

Friday, October 21, 2005

zouk reopens today =/

geesh a bit tempted to go.. but my head is a bit throbbing =|

by the way took a silly quiz want to try haha...

for gers only! =p

Your Seduction Style: Are You a Jen or an Angelina?



Jengelina
You're in touch with your sexy side as well as the part of you that feels just like that girl next door. Other Hollywood women who balance their naughty and nice sides include Drew Barrymore, Catherine Zeta-Jones and Jennifer Lopez. While you enjoy being appreciated for your physical attributes, you want the man in your life to appreciate your smarts and your other sensibilities as well.

I AM GRUMPY.
6:50 PM

haha my results were out since Wednesday and since i always blog about my results each time they are out I shall not fail to do it this time.. though my results pretty much sucked this time.. cos I got a BIG C in the bloody module where my whole class hates the bloody teacher and that teacher hates us.. haha

talk about hating ... I can still recall she said," I dun give a damn abt...."
Most ironic thing is guess what module is she teaching?


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COMMUNICATION SKILLS FOR WORK..

geesh she even flared at us several times for no reason and kept asking people to get out of the class if they are not interested -__- in the end one of my friend really left the class and she scold her something very bad which I dun really want to mention geesh -__-"

haha so here are my results.... did not expect to get B for my clinic haha thought most of the time i did badly =X whoops haha =P looks nice except for that C.. oh well =/ dunno

MODULE CODE MODULE GRADE
IS1001 INDUSTRIAL TRAINING PROGRAMME A
CP3026 ENVIRONMENT & COMMUNITY HEALTH OPTOMETRY A
BA9014 BUSINESS MANAGEMENT FOR OPTOMETRY PRACTICE DIST
CP3024 CLINICAL PRACTICE 2 B
CP3025 CONTACT LENS CLINICAL PRACTICE 2 B+
LC0224 COMMUNICATION SKILLS FOR WORK C+


Caught the Wig ( korean Ghost show )with my sis the other day... was not too bad.. I mean watching a show with my sis is always fun =P The show was not that scary but my sis rocks haha =D and she treated me to nice popcorn too =D~~

I think Oh yah... I watched Deuce Bigalow that day with yandao.. was laughing my head off haha it's a great comedy show but a bit gross erm.. as in the yellow side haha I guess you all get what I mean
...

been busy mapling and mapling and I hoped I grew thinner X__X Been trying to eat less these days =D

oh been having headaches lately =/ not sure why and pretty weird dreams..

I dreamt i was sleeping at a playground in the slide... weird

I AM GRUMPY.
3:35 PM

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Can you get over your past?
By Margot Carmichael Lester

September is Self-Improvement Month, and for those of us on the hunt for love, perhaps the most self-improving thing we can do is get rid of some baggage. Yup, we all carry some emotional baggage with us. As for its size and shape, it might be a slim wallet, a veritable steamer trunk or something in between. But it’s there—the remnants and wreckage of your past that you just can’t get rid of.

You may think you’ve got it whittled down to a stylish roll-aboard or perhaps a designer backpack, but how does that jibe with reality? If you’re not getting what you want from your relationships, you might have more baggage than you think. Take this fun quiz to find out if your baggage is taking up so much space in your life that there’s no room for love.

1. Which term best describes your emotional baggage:

Rabbits. I swear there’s more of it every day. (Score = -1)
Heinous mold. I can’t seem to get rid of it. (Score = 1)
A bad check. It bounces back into my life when I can least afford to deal with it. (Score = 2)
My annual performance review. It doesn’t crop up often, but it’s still inconvenient. (Score = 3)
My shadow. It’s there all the time, but it doesn’t bother me much. (Score = 4)


2. A co-worker wants to set you up. You respond:

“Why bother? I’m still smarting from my last break-up.” (Score = -1)
“I’m thinking of swearing off dating, actually…” (Score = -1)
“Don’t. It’ll end up just like every other date I’ve been on—badly.” (Score = 1)
“No thanks; I’m not ready to date again just yet.” (Score = 2)
“Sure, if you think you know someone who’s right for me.” (Score = 3)
“Terrific. I like expanding my social network, even if the romance thing doesn’t work out.” (Score = 4)


3. Let’s say you finally wanted to ditch your baggage and start fresh. The baggage you would need to clear out of your life first would fill which of the following:

An airplane hangar. (Score = -1)
An attic or basement (and maybe a shed). (Score = 1)
An extra-large storage unit. (Score = 2)
A trunk or foot locker. (Score = 3)
A briefcase or purse. (Score = 4)


4. When you start a new relationship, you:

Why start one? They never last. (Score = -1)
Worry; you know you may well get hurt. (Score = 1)
Feel somewhat hopeful; you accept that unsuccessful relationships are part of the journey on the road to finding true love. (Score = 2)
Optimistic; this could be the start of a really great romance. (Score = 3)
Thrilled; you’re counting on this being The One. (Score = 4)


5. Which John Cusack movie title best describes you:

Better Off Dead – you’re feeling as if you’d rather die than date again. (Score = -1)
Floundering – you’d like a relationship, but you don’t want to get hurt again. (Score = 1)
Hot Pursuit – you’re trying hard to find love. Maybe a little too hard. (Score = 2)
Must Love Dogs - you’re seeking your mate with a good idea of what you need in a partner… and what won’t work for you. (Score = 3)
America’s Sweethearts – you’ve cleared out your baggage and are ready to find your romantic lead. (Score = 4)



Less than 0: You’ve got so much baggage, there’s hardly room for you—much less anyone else. Start cleaning out your emotional attic by chatting with a professional or a member of the clergy to explore your issues and start dealing with them.

0-5: Take a page from that Clean Sweep show and clear out some emotional space. Investigate the problems that are holding you back from love and then take concrete steps to work through them.

6-10: Skycap! You’re going to have to check a few bags. But with a little more effort (be it short-term therapy or working through a self-help book), you could rid yourself of the extra weight and begin the serious search for love.

11-15: There’s still some junk lying around, but you’re in pretty good shape. Why not have an emotional yard sale (a “let’s complain” session with your pals) to ditch the last of it?

16-20: You’ve unloaded a lot of your emotional flotsam and jetsam, so there’s plenty of room for love in your life. Get out there to some parties, post an online profile
and make a great relationship happen.

I just thought this looks interesting.. might as well share =P

I AM GRUMPY.
12:14 PM

Sometimes.. i wish i had a lot of money... then maybe social gatherings would be much easier on me..

=( I think my friends are sick of asking me out and they have decided not to ask after i said no too many times =( what to do I am a poor ger =( and they always spent so much on one outing =/ what happen to the cheaper leisure activities >.< life sucks lol.. I still like gaming, jogging, nuaing haha no need to make my account bleed.

maybe I should stick with poor people. I dun know how my friends get so rich haha maybe they are lucky their parents can afford to give them so much pocket money. Not me haha.

feeling empty right now

exactly what is important in life? money? friends? love? morals?

I dun know about others but for me.. my dear is important to me! haha =D and my family members too.. and of course there are a few special friends out there I would never forget for life.. even though we dun keep in contact always.. I can always joke and laugh and share our woes together once we meet up..

and life is funny at times.. how it lets you meet up with different people at different times in your life..

maybe I ought to be grateful my results were not too bad

Then again humans are never satisfied

haha yah like how I can go on and on about how fat I am

haven't been sleeping very well these nights keep having very very weird dreams

and sometimes it is weird how someone can occupy your mind when you dun even like them not to say cannot be bothered by them.. but why is it that the irritating image of them appears that easily geesh X__x

lol.. i got a messy brain all my thoughts are very disorganised right now =X

I AM GRUMPY.
7:43 AM

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.
What Pattern Is Your Brain?



Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?


ha... maple is down ma =( and i cannot go clubbing at DBLO with bev today =/ so I am stuck at home doing silly quizes =~(

I AM GRUMPY.
8:54 PM

so.. i think i better keep an update of what happen these few days my memory is failing me..

Friday

met dear for a while after his work had a quick meal and drink before we went home...

Saturday

Haha... went to visit my auntie at hospital yah she is getting better =)
Went home changed and went out to meet dear.. =P

he had his dinner and we headed for Devil's bar to catch soccer lol... and yah free entry is only before 9pm =| lol.. anyway the soccer sucked... england was pathetic...
But the songs were not too bad haha we ended up dancing a while.=D long time since I danced with him =D felt happy haha =P...

maple a bit after I reached home and concussed on bed haha

Sunday

Work work work lol.. Big boss not around and sales was not that good boring lol...

Mon ---> thurs

Attachment all the time lor in boring hospital the only time I felt good was probably during lunch time and my slacking hours with PS.. haha =P I hate standing beside the doctors looking at their patients made my legs so tired....

and there was no fast food =( lol... so boring food at food courts.. i was just eating for the sake of eating If i had a choice I would probably buy min jiang kueh all the time but like not nice leh later my friends nagged at me why eat so little haha so i always try to buy a bowl of noodles or something boring... can't finish it also lol waste money and food. X__x

so haiz...
bad me......

I feel sad about something =(

I AM GRUMPY.
8:39 PM

oh well feel kind of a bit lousy =( regretted something I did but haiz...

anyway one more day before my attachment at the hospital ends... saw a lot of interesting cases and managed to slack around once in a while =X

I still feel bad =(
I guess I do take things seriously and sometimes what i did affects my mood later on it just makes me feel bad

=(

I feel sad =/ haiz

I AM GRUMPY.
8:13 PM

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Caught Corpse bride with dear yesterday at Lot one after his work finished =D
Maybe it was a long time since i had a real good look at him.. somehow he looks good haha okay he looks good always =D maybe it's his hair I think his hair is nice when it is a bit long and unkept =P

The show was okay .. I was sniffing X__x My flu is getting better i suppose....

I am still as fat as ever =|

I dunno how gers become so thin.. oh well maybe if my mum doesn't feed me food and stock up food at home I will probably get thin -__-"" hwa hwa

Maybe I just need to focus on something. To get my mind away from snacking all the time =X

You all should hear this song ..

I AM GRUMPY.
11:12 AM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Oh well.. I know it's been quite long since I last blogged... but I was working.. haha

Yah lazy me actually work during the school holidays...

I was at Tampines Mall working from Thurs to Sunday... Everything was pretty fun because some of my classmates were working there as well.. it was a contact lens roadshow... and out of these few days several classmates came down to talk to us =)
Saw Jovina, Swee Ting, Pamela, Beverley.. was kinda happy to see them

And i got to meet up a lot of new people..haha interesting souls... =)

And got to meet one nasty customer as well.. but oh well it's okay... =P

Ha ha best part was Saturday after work cos my dear came find me =D.. I was so surprised he came after I told him not to because it was so far.... >.< He is so sweet =D~ so I ate mac donalds with him and he sent me home =D

Oh by the way.. I saw Irene and her bf =D and i caught Jessie at the basement while I was bring the customers to the shop also.. my jc pals =D

Hmm... Roti boy is yummy... lol that was my lunch for Saturday and Sunday =D

And I went to work at CCK on Monday... everything went quite well.. Mr Y help me get the nice Handphone accessory from breadtalk =P lol

Okay I cannot type too much lol.. I got sick haha =/ after working for five days continuosly.. did not know my immune system so poor lol.. k i go nua already =X

I AM GRUMPY.
6:44 PM





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